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crying-saeyoung · 7 years

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scenario that our four tomatoes(saeyoung, saeran, and let's assume they had twin tomatoes)(during saeyoungs route)what if something bad happened to Mc,maybe she got taken by seven's old agency,she experiences a lot of bad things while there(she has anxiety as well), Honestly all I can picture is these four tomatoes comforting mc & trying to rescue her. Sorry this is to specific,Btw your writing is beautiful love those long head canons you write,I may or may not have cried from them. Thank you ^^

I’m actually super self conscious about how long I make my headcanons, because I tend to just go on and on so it’s actually super nice to hear you like them so much!!! my goal may or may not be to make all my followers sob in their sheets I love specific requests, especially when I’m writing late at night haha. Thank u for the kind words and this great request, I had lots of fun writing it! also it’s super long haha what are the chances -Green💚

WARNING: mentions of torture and major violence, beware of triggers!

Saeyoung + the three tomatoes!

-it happened late at night, like kidnappings do

-you had managed to put Saeyoung bed early, but it really wasn’t that hard anymore after using so much energy on the kids

-who knew all you needed to get his sleeping in order was to have twins

-you were rocking the babies in their crib, and really they had fallen asleep awhile ago but you couldn’t help but stare at them

-you’re babies were so cute and lovely. sure, they were a little hard to handle sometimes, especially when you were really the mother of two sets of twins.

-but it was so so worth it. You loved all four of your little tomatoes. they made you more happy than you thought you could ever be. they helped you overcome many personal challenges.

-you were so focused on your little babies, you didn’t hear the door to the nursery open and close.

-you didn’t really know anything was happening until a rag was placed under your nose and you passed out into some strangers arms, and dragged out the window without even so much as a scream.

——-

-Saeyoung woke up to babies crying and someones stomps running all along the house

-u gh . Naturally he blindly searched for you by his side, but you weren’t. He figures that the person running around the house must be you and Saeran, so he gets up and out of bed

-doesn’t really bother to change and heads out of the room like it was any other day

-but it wasn’t any other day, was it?

- “hey, saeran, where’s ____??” he can’t see you anywhere, but it is a pretty big house you live in.

- “I don’t know, I think they had plans with Jaehee for coffee today? I don’t know dude, just help me! They’ve been crying for an hour!!”

-oh well, he’ll call you later.

——-

-it was mid-evening when Saeyoung got a call from Jaehee.

-he picked it up pretty excited, wanting to hear how his s/o had been doing and when they needed to be picked up ??

-but when he heard that they were a no show, that’s when Saeyoung started to get worried.

-he didn’t want to jump to conclusions. he had done so before and it ended up terribly

-you wanted to surprise him for your anniversary so you left the house for a day and when you came back the house was literally in shreds and he was crying with saeran on the floor woops

-but when you weren’t answering his calls or texts, that’s when he started to freak out and went through the houses security footage there was at least two cameras in every room, even the bathroom

-and when he saw you peacefully sitting there? his heart melted. when he saw the man come into the room and take you away? his heart broke.

-he didn’t even know what to do at first other than stare at the footage in disbelief

-but then he screamed. and then he cried. and he sobbed and fell to the floor

-what was he going to do? what could he do? he had just seen you get ripped away from him. he knew he should have stayed awake with you. this was all his fault. he failed you. he failed his children, he failed saeran

-so when Saeran ran into the room asking what was wrong, he couldn’t even look him in the eye as he just showed him the footage on the screen playing on a sickening repeat

-Saeran would love to cry. He really, really would. But looking at his brother broken on the floor all he could do was clench his fist and pull himself and Saeyoung back together. They had to find you

-no matter what it took, they would find you.

——-

-everything was dark.

-so, so dark

-everything hurt.

-your nose burned, your wrists stung and your legs were screaming. oh god. were they broken? you couldn’t feel anything other than pain and you started to sob

-you could hear someone walk towards you and you sobbed louder. were they good? were they bad? fuck if you knew

-something was torn from your face and all the sudden everything was bright. so bright. too bright.

-you looked up and you saw a group of unfamiliar people, around 4 or 6. You couldn’t tell from your blurred vision but all you knew is that they did this to you and what else were they going to do?

-they were talking but you couldn’t hear them, all you could hear was your heavy breathing getting faster and faster

-fuck fuck fuck you couldn’t breathe, oh god, please, help, you were chanting in your head. someone please. saeyoung. saeyoung, saeyoung, saeyoung.

- “Saeyoung… s a-ae.. saey-o-oung..” You choked out, and you couldn’t wipe the snot and tears from your nose because of your bound wrists behind your back

-that caused you a good kick in the gut and someone twisted your leg worse than it already was

-you screamed so loud from the pain and right before you passed out, you think of your family waiting for you at home.

-will you ever see them again?

——-

-it’s been a week

-7, maybe 8 or so long, torturous days.

-they wanted your husband, they wanted your brother in law. but you wouldn’t give them up and you wouldn’t tell them where Saeyoung put all their money. In truth, you knew. and you knew why Saeyoung told you.

- “if they ever take you away from me… Tell them this area code, okay? under no circumstances are you to hold back, okay? you can’t get hurt… so just give them what they want, alright?”

-like hell.

-you knew once they had that money, they wouldn’t have any use of your family anymore and you’d all be dead. you would rather it just be you.

-god, why haven’t they killed you yet?

-every night, every morning and every afternoon you would cry and have a panic attack. and every time this happened, they swore they would make you regret being so loud. They did.

-your head was swollen and you were sure it was cracked and you have a concussion. your left leg was horribly broken and your right leg was so beat up and bruised there was no chance you could walk on it, which you were sure was the intention.

-your chest and stomach was littered with scars from their knives and bruises from their punches

-your whole body just ached and screamed at you all day. you were in no good shape, mentally or physically.

-every time someone stepped near you, you flinched and cried, but always kept your mouth shut.

-so when you heard the clatter of feet rushing towards your cell, you hid in your knees and just hoped and prayed to God that they would go easy on you

-you knew they wouldn’t.

-you learned to block out all their voices, because no matter what they said to you, you wouldn’t comply.

-out of the corner of your eye, you saw someone reaching toward you and you nearly flung yourself away. or really, you would have, if it wasn’t for your bound wrists and broken legs

-you just ended up screaming in pain from the sudden movement

-oh g o d you screamed. now they would hit you harder.

-maybe you could beg?

-you try to talk but your mouth is dry from keeping shut for so long. it takes you a second and your voice is raspy and broken.

- “please… don’t. don’t hurt me anymore... I’m already so broken, there’s nothing else you can break.”

- “I’m getting you out of here, ____.”

-what??

-when you look up, you meet eyes with your husbands and for a second you think your hallucinating. But… he looks so real. When you feel his hand on your cheek, you know he’s real.

-you don’t know how you’re crying from how dehydrated you are, but you’re sobbing in his hands now.

-Saeran uncuffs you, and Saeyoung picks you up all while whispering in your ear. Endless apologies, endless I love you’s. Endless support.

-and finally you feel safe.

——-

-the first month back is the hardest.

-you’ve gotten a wheelchair, and Saeyoung is constantly by your side.

-you’re not strong enough to feed the babies or play with them, so it’s all on Saeran and Saeyoung to take care of the twins while you sit and watch.

-it’s so hard.

-whenever something clatters on the ground, you flinch.

-when someone comes up from behind you, you scream.

-Saeyoung can’t even give you a hug without you getting a panic attack.

-and you feel so bad. you’re such a god damn chore. you can’t do anything, you can’t even take care of your own children. no matter how many time your family assures you it’s fine, it’s one ear and out the other.

-no one knows when you’ll be back to normal, or if you’ll ever be fully you ever again. Saeyoung insists on therapy and you don’t deny it, but going alone scares you.

-so you and Saeran end up going together and booking a two hour appointment every week

-late at night when everyone is asleep, you’re shaking from nightmares, so it’s a routine to go to the nursery and sleep with the children. you can’t sleep without them anymore.

-Saeyoung, when you get more comfortable in your skin again, will rub your arms and kiss your head whenever you start to look like you might cry. He bathes you everyday because you can’t do it yourself anymore

-when he bathes you, you’ve never seen him more solemn. you know he’s biting his tongue from saying anything, but you don’t need him to say it to know. your body is completely fucked. no where near as clean and smooth as before

-sometimes just thinking about how god damn ugly you are makes you sob

-how could Saeyoung love you anymore? not only were you practically a child now, but you weren’t even attractive. he has nothing to brag or speak about when it comes to you.

-you tell these things to the therapist and the whole time you hold Saeran’s hand.

-it will be a long way to recovery. a very, very long way. but your tomatoes will be with you every step of the way, telling you they love you and will hold your hand each and every day.

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