#today also my puppy leapt up and muzzle punched my face and my teeth bit into my tongue

[not-poignant]

I think one of the worst things about depression is honestly that people are so incredibly kind, or they can be so incredibly kind and generous, but...you still have depression. It's not their fault, and you feel worse that you can't honour them the way they deserve.

Anyway, I mean there are many 'worst things' about depression, but seeing the kindness of folks and not having the spoons to properly acknowledge them or *feel* that kindness is a whole thing.

#personal #today also my puppy leapt up and muzzle punched my face and my teeth bit into my tongue #and i like laid down afterwards for like two hours #i said his name in an angry voice and then got really mad at myself #because it's not his fault in the sense that #he doesn't know what he's doing #and i could be doing better at training him not to do this #but when you're really tired #it's only fundamental training sdalkfjasd