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#turns into im gonna get wrecked dying animal panic fucking bullshit because im fuckkklkkedjdjdk
tsurugis
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my ass cant fucking sleep because i think my brain is coming to terms with the fact that i cant ignore i might have cancer back lol last thing i want is to find out for sure but here we fucking are
#its just fucking funny because i finally dont want to die after a lifetime of suicidal ideation but i might fucking die of cancer anyways :)
#ive just been so tired and done for so long now though i havent been able to feel like im really living and if cancer is back it will only
#go downhill and any chance to live better is already gone haha
#i keep thinking i at least want to finish these crappy books and have them somewhere if they might ever mean something to someone who can
#relate and enjoy them in a meaningful way but that easily may never happen big sad lmaoooo
#i was spacing out about it all day then finally cried about it in the evening but then my ass had a MASSIVE dissociative full on passing out
#hyperventilating panic attack over feeling like ive run away from my brother and sister because i started to feel something about that i
#apparently cant normally face that i cant articulate or fully remember and im just feeling fucked up ladssssss
#not panic attack more crying breakdown but i hyperventilate horribly from trying to stop the sobbing because its too fucking much lmfao
#turns into im gonna get wrecked dying animal panic fucking bullshit because im fuckkklkkedjdjdk
#ki rambling
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