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Do you ever think about how a single misguided study on wolves in captivity has resulted in both the most widespread toxic pseudoscientific theory in the manosphere and what is arguably the weirdest genre of graphic kinky gay fanfiction and depending on who you are and what you've seen you'll hear the word Alpha and either think of the platonic ideal of a cis het man or one feral mediocre middle aged actor's dick knot impregnating another's slick-drenched hole. Isn't the internet a wondrous place.

#EFEVEJFKFJGK #stuff

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Watched the new Pokemon episode, and realtalk Ash holding Beedrill like a baby is exactly how I would treat bug Pokemon half the time. (Context is Ash caught a Kakuna from falling, and it evolved while he was holding it. He was understandably Alarmed, but it's cool, nobody got stung.)

#A BABYYYYYYYYYY #stuff #pokemon

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the "oh. oh." moment in fan fic but instead of a character realizing they're in love it's them discovering they have a specific kink at the worst possible moment

#okay but what if that moment is just realizing youre touch starved SJJSJSJS #stuff

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reminder that coming up with some fake little dudes and creating intricate storylines in your head is a completely free and fun way to pass the time and the government can't stop you

#lolllllyessss #stuff

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The more despair I endure in life, the more I love Frodo. I'm just. I'm so glad that Tolkien wrote him like that. He was a hero and it broke him. He was given too much to carry. The circumstances were dire, everyone was doing the best they could, and Frodo tried so hard, for such a good cause, and he...broke. And the narrative has pity for him, the characters show him kindness. Even after victory, his hurts did not heal, and it isn't considered his fault. He must go to the undying lands, to seek out peace there. In universe, he is forgiven for being human - don't be pedantic - and his great torment is recognized. He fell. He could not have done it alone. He is still a hero.

And, I think that's important.

#:c yeh #tolkien #stuff

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my number one skill is being sooo cute and my number two skill is the ancient curse

#eefefg #stuff

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I will be saying :3 ^_^ :D while masc I don't give a fuck

#lol #stuff

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Red Bamboo Rat Snake (Oreocryptophis porphyraceus coxi), juvenile and adult, family Colubridae, this subspecies is from Thailand

photograph by @russell_dabritz

#snakes #pokemons

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With the knowledge that Vulcan has regularly high winds & subsequent sandstorms I propose a type of guy: midwestern dads watching tornadoes but for Vulcans. Somebody's uncle Sovar standing outside with his hands on his hips watching a massive cloud roll closer. Unconcerned because this happens, like, every couple of weeks. He's like "this one is large, is it not" yes it is go back inside Sovar

#msnnsnsndjfkf #star trek

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"who radicalized you" ever since i was a child i wanted other people to be treated nicely and fairly because i didnt understand why theyd deserve otherwise and it fills me with disgust seeing how people treat their fellow human beings sometimes

#sjsjsj #stuff

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#been obsessing over this shit #over halfway through it goes so hard i die everyday #everything from this artist is godly and it’s so obscure lol #music

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Speaking of curses and my obsessing over my characters pfkjfhkjfhfkjhf Fenriel has this whole thing where his people think he is cursed because of a mark on his face or whatever dumb shit and the good main characters are like. You’re NOT CURSED. chill. that’s absurd. and he’s been getting over it. like the idea is completely brushed off as ridiculous. But I’ve been toying lately with the idea of . Plot twist. He actually is . PFKJFNF

#I’m not sure in what way but it would be fucking funny because the narrative has been so against it as being anything at all #even an antagonist character thinks it’s stupid and is just fucking with him pfklfjklfj #I’m mostly thinking not though because it would ruin the contrasting parallels with him and Atreyu #but it could be a subtle thing in a different way I’m not sure #or maybe not a curse?? but it’s Something #ki rambling #ki writing #ki ocs #Fenriel

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I was born on a solar eclipse but like new moon side lol but on the fucking minute. and I’ve always joked it cursed my ass . Delusional and not something I really logically believe but I got a little shook today by that shit skjdhkjdndkj like hello what is going on actually

#lolllll #didn’t cry when I was born wasn’t breathing for no reason SKJSHJKSH #mother is immediately fucked and can’t handle my existence and everything has just been fucking nightmarish ever since #like she instantly hated me for trauma reasons pfffff #but hello what a wild coincidence with this I’m #ki rambling

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I think the visual art just…I love it but it stopped being enough pfjkfh gotta imagine up whole people now lol it makes me happy though so big shrug

#ki rambling

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My mind right now is just like. Fpfklfnkj it’s all okay though, because Fenriel and Atreyu are—

#pfdpdopdpkjdDKJHSKJSHJKSH I NEVER SHUT UP I LOVE THEM FPFLKMFKLFJ #the amount of real life apologizing for talking about them pflkfnf #I gotta cope by making people up kkfhkfjh #it’s all okay cause these fake people love each other #and they go through hell but they’re gonna be okay SLKSNKLSJ is pathetic #ki rambling

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I accidentally got too drunk at the little ren fair here the other day and I was totally fine until I got nicely told I was being more loud than I thought and I just barely held it together until I lost it and wept in the car in the Applebees parking lot alone for an hour SJSIJSHSJK like I’m good and fine and obnoxiously happy until I ain’t. Normal for me but the contrast seems to be getting more extreme somehow and I don’t knowwwwww like I’ve never not been able to hold it in until I’m alone alone pfpfpfpf

#ki rambling

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lol we were less than an hour away from the eclipse path of totality and I was like. Alright. I’m fucking OBSESSED with eclipses. Peak aesthetic. I can see one before I fucking die. and I got in the car with one of my dogs and for the First Time Ever. Our suv won’t start, battery, dead. I sat there like. Alright. Fine. Feeling like the universe is out to get me . Tryna tell me something. But I shake it off. Its okay, I’m used to it. It’s okay. Fuckin. Preparing to go inside and laugh about it and my 74 year old mother in law is IMMEDIATELY SCREAMING AT ME. BEFORE I EVEN GOT THE DOOR ALL THE WAY OPEN LIKE ‘FUCK YOU’ SCREAMING AT ME AND LATER PUNCHING THE WALL AND SHIT WHILE IM BEGGING HER TO PLEASE STOP FKJHFKJFHKFJHFKJHFKJHFKJFHKJFHKJCH long story (I guess lol I can’t fathom this kind of behavior) but all I did was try to reassure her I didn’t blame her in the fucking slightest but she lost it because she thought my husband at work was mad at her. Later she apologized profusely and we had a really nice rest of the day because I mediate like a pro and I do whatever I can to bring the mood back up but I. Just,

#:) done #ki rambling