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#tw for uhh depression and anxiety and eating difficulties in the tags if you read them
lilyaceofdiamonds
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1 year
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I really hate how much my brain hates to do new things sometimes
#oops i’m ranting in the tags apparently
#tw for uhh depression and anxiety and eating difficulties in the tags if you read them
#i made it to the door of a cafe two blocks from my flat
#i’ve walked past it a dozen times in the six months i’ve lived here
#and the menu looks good it’s coffee and breakfast foods and sandwiches
#and they have donuts from a donut place i like
#but it’s in a building with like three doors right next to each other and i didn’t know which one it was
#and now i do bc i thought to check the address online
#and made it to the door but it looks small and there were People there because it’s like noon duh
#and i couldn’t see if there was more table just by peeking through the window while trying to look like i wasn’t peeking in
#so i stood a foot away from the door and then left and went to my normal coffee place one block in the other direction
#but i still haven’t gotten FOOD which is … not great i haven’t eaten anything in a couple days
#i mean i had chinese food that i split between sat and sun as my lunch at work
#but i should probably eat something but i’m tired of only going to the chipotle near safeway or the pizza bar which isn’t open yet anyway
#which leads us back to i hate my brain and i’ll probably just end up getting chipotle again
#but there are so many local restaurants that i want to try!! but i’m so picky about food while also hating to ask for modifications
#and i used up most of the energy today dragging myself into the shower for the first time in dayss
#and i need to do laundry and go grocery shopping and do the dishes and and and
#and i’m still fucking exhausted even though i passed out on the couch last night and didn’t drag myself out until like 11 am
#and i have work tomorrow so laundry NEEDS to happen because i worked eight days in a row and have zero clean work clothes
#and i can hear my stomach growling at me because coffee was not enough and i know better and i’m really not trying to starve myself to death
#but goddamn i just don’t want to have to do anything
#i hate this
#why brain why
#mental health: deteriorating
#my ramblings
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