#unfortunately i saw tweets and omg what a mess. and the articles. and i just can not shake the feeling that ssomething happened

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#okay gonna rant in the tags just a little so okay. i feel right now like i am crashing or hangover #the insanity of this con the high i felt after well i believed he came out also the jokes #idk.... it was good it felt right but now i am having a big mood swing tbh #because - and i can't emphazise enough how uncomfortable it is for me to speculate about something so private - but i keep thinking #that you know all those signs we had over the years all those crumbs basically everything pointed out to that kind of conclusion #a lowkey coming out which should not blow up like that. like it literally shouldn't be a big deal just a oh yeah :) moment #unfortunately i saw tweets and omg what a mess. and the articles. and i just can not shake the feeling that ssomething happened #something happened that made him backpedal. i don't know what its just a gut feeling #but i see fact 1 which is he waited two whole days to make a statement and fact 2. stands calling him a queer man #and like. uh. uh i hope the negative attention wasnt what directly or indirectly pushed him but #idk idk maybe nothing happened. maybe nothing happened #but its too messy situation #anyway