#unpacking these four chapters of breakup that happened almost twenty years ago in several different formats

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#unpacking these four chapters of breakup that happened almost twenty years ago in several different formats #starving for madam red content especially ik she's been dead (as dead as anyone on black butler has ever been) forever but like. #i don't understand how so much of this comment section got out of this that madam red just wanted to be ~normal~ #when a lot of her deal and ciel's is that she physically can't/wasn't ever going to be and i genuinely think ciel realized these things... #...about himself a long time before madam red did and that's why she struggles with a lot of it so much. bc she held onto the idea she... #....COULD be ~normal ~ a lot longer than ciel ever did for himself #i think that factors for a lot of grell's side of the breakup too #grell also realized that about herself early on AND she could tell that about madam red the minute she saw her #like everyone dying wasn't the cause madam red couldn't be normal it was just more evidence of it #and i think it might have hurt grell's feelings that madam red was still holding on to what was never going to be when for grell they... #...were perfect for each other in every way and madam red backing out of the killing meant she was backing out on her too #it says soooo much that grell found madam red at her worst and she liked that and everything that madam red thought people looked down on... #....her for grell just revels in #also i wish redacted would die again <3 hate his guts the whole situation is so sinister regardless of how doomed madam red is #kuroshitsuji #my kuro posts #redcliff #madam red #Youtube