#very lethargic and the weather is definitely not helping im fucking soosososoosooo lazy but my brain is

[agayhurricane]

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#SOMEONE MAKE ME SHUT THE FUCK UUUUUUUUUUP OH MY GOOOOOD #THIS IS NOT!!!!! FUNNY!!!!!! ANYMORE!!!!!!!111 #i feel like ive been possessed by my 2017 self just #oh god #2017 was a good year for everything else but mentally??? definitely not LMAO FUCKIN #it started off with a s****** attempt so hah. wack. #but everything else literally e x c e l l e n t u u u u u g h #i dont!!! undertsand holy shit im like #kjdghkjh #reexperiencing that somehow jfhgkjdhgk #idk!! wack!!! maybe its bc 2018 and 2019 were the times i felt really out o f touch with myself and now im like #catching back u p to my natural habitat dfkjhgkjdh #of being #a fuckin mess and a half #but a stable mess and not like whatever the fuck it was t the start of 2017 #with that being said im just whooo #w h o o o oo w e e e #physically i am #very lethargic and the weather is definitely not helping im fucking soosososoosooo lazy but my brain is #constantly going at a hundred miles and hour on the daily #on the r e g u l a r #and its so much thoughts that it just has to come out my mouth sometimes yknow!!!!!!!!!! #alas my friends are only willing to put up with so much kdfghkjg i feel terrible for subjecting them to this bc i know!! im!!! #tiring to be around but hgghhghh i just feel like im gonna explode constantly im literally so so so sorry jhfkjhfhj #ahhhh GOD I WANT TO WRITE A FIC!!!!!!!!!!!!! #read between the tags