#very weak. and he was asking Abt like my poetry but almost sneeringly and what building had the most democratic architecture and what the f

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i was gonna make a completely different post but in the middle of it i got a phone call that i shouldn’t have answered and it was so.. distressing so now im making a post about that. what the fuck. long vent in the tags sorry

#not to like talk bad abt ppl on here but... i don’t even know where to start im sweating and shaking so bad. it was this kid who’s in my #cohort at school who i like never talk to and i shouldn’t have answered i should’ve just let it go to voice mail. im so upset. we like never #talked and the ppl in my cohort were kinda shitty to me so i already don’t have a good impression of him and h called me the other week and #i never returned it Bc i thought it was a mistake and he just called again so i answered to set the record straight and i shouldn’t. its #this particular kind of person i havent been around for a long time and im too upset to do anything now. im so upset for no reason um. like #the kind of person who... idk just says shit but is insincere. says things supposed to be sincere but there’s this undercurrent of like #malice and joking and whatever and he said smth shitty abt my degree actually as a joke but it wasn’t a funny. and i felt vulnerable and #pathetic talking to him and i shouldn’t have answered. he was saying all these volatile things lkke. how he’s trapped in a major he hates an #and his gpa is higher than it’s ever been bc he’s cheating and how he does smth shitty to waiters at restaurants.. idk idk. but idk why he s #said any of JT like i just am fragile and delicate and it’s this particular LJKE kind of person that can be very dangerous for me and i get #very weak. and he was asking Abt like my poetry but almost sneeringly and what building had the most democratic architecture and what the f #fuck. like it’s nothing it was just a phone call but i feel very used or something. like he said he was going thru his list of contacts and #just calli bg random ppl he hadn’t talked to in a while and i pretended i didn’t even know who he was and that his number wasn’t in my phone #when it is and i knew which is shitty of me but i did it as like self defense i guess and . god i am so upset rn. it’s not a big deal but i #havent interacted w insincere ppl like that who don’t take me seriously in SO long and i really.. feel sick rn lol #purrs #it was so fucking out of body. god. he was like is mundanity a word Ur an english major u should know and i was like haha not anymore and he #was like yeah now ur a major that nobody knows abt and no one can ask u for ur expertise on anything bc ur doing smth no one understands. ok #delete later