#who's gonna get scolded and penalized for not having applied enough effort

[tardis--dreams]

Embarrassing being an adult and crying over not understanding your homework. I'm 28 years old. This is so fucking stupid

#why do i even care #it's not even like knowing old English grammar is going to help me at all in my life outside of this class #i don't get credit for this class at my home university #i don't even have to do well #i have literally 1000 other things i could worry or cry about #and yet #i feel like an 8 year old having to turn in a half empty answer sheet for homework #who's gonna get scolded and penalized for not having applied enough effort #(or you know a 13 year old or 16 year old or 18 year old #whatever. I'm not in school anymore and i don't have to care about what my professor thinks about me when i don't even #care about the topic/have other things to concentrate on) #also every fucking week i make the same mistake and wait until the day before class to prepare #and find out he's hidden some extra homework at the very end of his lecture #i should just not worry about it so much #who the hell cares #goddammit #void screams