#why introducing me to a normal guy who I could theoretically have IF HE WASN'T UNABLE TO COMMUNICATE W SOMEONE ONLINE FOR MORE THAN A MONTH

[eleni-cherie]

how to get over someone who was perfect except that he lived in another country & couldn't handle long-distance texting (yeah I know I already did a post about it when it happened hut I'm still not over it 🥲). like I legit don't think I'll ever meet someone like him again. he was the first guy in 8 years I vibed so amazingly w + he was hot as hell. fck I'll die alone

and that idiot didn't even live that far away. legit takes 1.5h by plane to get there ugh

it always has to be a fcking Italian. 8 years ago a guy from sicily, now a guy from torino. I hate the universe. why connecting me w guys who either turn out to be shtty or I can't have?

anyway, back to remind myself my boys bts would've never dropped me like this & if they can keep in touch w fans during busy schedules, tours & military, so could a dude who supposedly likes me 🥲

at least I meant enough for him to take time to explain & apologize instead of just ghosting me

anyway sorry I just needed to vent for a sec 🥲

forgot to mention that he was an alex turner fanboy and loved tae's solo album when i showed him :') and we'd listen to 90-00s metal we grew up w due to both our mums.. fck my luck really

and the fact I finished begins ≠ youth by binge watching 8 episodes right after he dropped me surely didn't help w my melancholy either 🧍🏼‍♀️I mean, I knew what would happen, I read the books and webtoon but it still fcked me up. my poor boyssss 😭 so yeah, everything sucks rn

#personal rant #my love life #my love life is a mess #crush #Italian guys will be the death of me it seems #I hate the universe rn #why showing me the most perfect guy only for him being unable to use his phone and keep texting me #wasn't tae and yoongi enough?? #at least they're celebrities so I always knew I can't have them #why introducing me to a normal guy who I could theoretically have IF HE WASN'T UNABLE TO COMMUNICATE W SOMEONE ONLINE FOR MORE THAN A MONTH #yeah it was only a month but I have felt more for him and there was bigger chemistry than w guys I talked to for longer #not that there have been that many guys #tbh most guys I only talk to for 1-2 weeks #but the vibes weren't that high either #meanwhile w him it felt amazing right off the very start #DID I MENTION THAT HE LOOKED HOT AND CUTE AND WAS EXACTLY MY IDEAL TYPE? #Ugh why universe why I hate it here #I should just become a cat lady at this point #like I would've been open to calls or videochats too! not just texts and audios! but no #his issue was the medium and distance #legit nothing I could have done smth about #and his fcking unflexibel Leo venus and mars ofc wouldn't bend for me #like first his issue was stress and being busy #but at the end it was the phone and distance #house of cards has been on loop for 2 days..