#woe misery and deepest sorrows have been thrust upon me

[bearsizedant]

love having to exist in this world as a human who is forced to deal with things

#sometimes you need to break up with your boyfriend and youre still not really like #mentally recovered from the anxiety of breaking up w your ex like 3 years before #:') #i dont want to leave him. but i cant keep putting myself through this #and like. blough #ugh #blech #woe misery and deepest sorrows have been thrust upon me #and midterms are next week #and i dont have a therapist #and my job is getting really stressful #and i have assignments and papers and still have the worst art block i have ever experienced ever #but specifically for doing personal stuff. no issues working on art for class. #and i feel like if i let myself feel anything i wont be able to get anything done #and i cant skip classes or call off work because i need to do those things and work is understaffed and classes are important #and i want to float face down in a river and ignore everything #bearsizedant speaks some words #i wish i was not mentally ill