#worst part is he fucking KNOWS how badly my internalized ableism towards myself can cause me to spiral

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#i am going to snap i feel like everyday me and my flatmate are having an argument #what's been bothering me lately is him accusing me of not doing enough to help out and i agree i should do more #except i fucking can't. why does he think i want to move back in with my mom #literally just doing the dishes rn has made me exhausted and given me pain #it's such a struggle for me and the way he talks about it to me makes it feel like he's just accusing me of being lazy #worst part is he fucking KNOWS how badly my internalized ableism towards myself can cause me to spiral #if i have to live like this for another fucking year like my mom suggested i might have to then i'm going to scream