#wouldnt hurt to have a stable friendgroup and not be thrown around by the same couple of people 60% of whom i do not care about like that

[ruinikaido]

i wish i was as social i make myself out to be irl, more social than the average awkward inept tumblr user is still not social enough

#anddddd i want people to like me a lot more #and i want to take care of my appearance more and not go in the same four bland legging-sweater outfits to school #wouldnt hurt to have a stable friendgroup and not be thrown around by the same couple of people 60% of whom i do not care about like that #would be nice if i was allowed to hang out in my old friend group and have them actually care when they never did also #i talk to everyone in my grade but because i do no one caresssssssssssss #well im going to uni next year i can fix all of this ^_^ #i dont like feeling people lose interest in me and feeling myself lose interest too im boredddddddddddddddddddd #(massively insecure) #extremely rude to say this but the majority of people i am currently in contact with irl to some degree annoy me if youre on here not you #btw i love you and i just mald over like #seeing other people i want to be friends with but cant get out to #i should be and im made to be more popular so whats holding me back #ughhhhh i feel empty ever since something!