#(massively insecure)

[egophiliac]

Wait, did you put a photo of Vil and Neige as kids in Eric’s office??

oh good, I was afraid that wasn't going to read properly and people would just be like "what is this supposed to be". :') but yeah! I like to think Eric was pretty fond of Neige as a kid! single dad sees orphan child approximately the same age as his own son and goes "hmm. okay, you guys are going to be friends now." (this did not go as well as he'd hoped.)

(also I do love how it's kind of a running joke that everyone loves Neige except for Vil, who's standing over in the corner and just seething with furious irrational hatred. someday maybe he'll find someone who doesn't think Neige is the best thing since cinnamon rolls.)

#art #twisted wonderland #vil: am i massively projecting my own hangups and insecurities onto someone who i would otherwise find only mildly annoying #vil: no it must be neige who is wrong #idk i just like neige a lot! he's sweet and i find him fascinating honestly #there's ONE offhanded comment about how oh yeah he's been orphaned since a young age and just never talks about it #he lives with a bunch of dwarves and cooks and cleans for them and this has been going on since he was like eight #like. hello?! #there's a whole backstory here that we're never going to get more than this single crumb of and frankly that makes it better #man if i had a nickel for every fandom about fairytale characters in high school #where i instantly fell in love with the snow white character #i'd have two nickels et cetera you know the rest

[klonoadoortophantomile]

uhhh drawing from today =] love these two sm

#scribbles #pokemon #pokemon kieran #pokemon carmine #idk how to tag pkmn stuff i hope im doin this right XD #pokemon dlc #pokemon scarlet and violet #eyestrain #<- just in case.?????? genuinely idk #furry designs cuz uhm…… its fun 🙃 #pretty much the only reason ive ever had motivation to draw humans over the years is for. making object gijinkas #and over the summer i got like realllyyyyyy insecure over my Human Drawing Abilities + lost interest in that stuff for the time being #(does that make sense? my interest in object shows will probbaly never leave but its not like smthn im actively into / thinking abt like #how it was just a few months before. so im not as invested in drawing the characters or making gijinkas…….. plus furries are just more fun #to draw (for me at least XD #uh theyre coati nd badger hybrids or whatever cuz i just picked coati randomly and my sister really #wanted carmine to be a badger for some reason #sorry for the massive paragraphs uhmjhhbhh i never know how much to say on individual art posts #it feels weird posting on here whenever i randomly manage to pop back in . idk why it just does #like its weirdly nervewracking even tho it really shouldnt be?????? #lately ive been realizing i fucking hate most formats of posting art. maybe that has smthn to do w it #idk sorry im ramvling t try and get myself to actually ppst this stupid thing cuz i like how it turned out #but also the thought of posting it is making me weirdly nervous i could just Not Post It but i like sharing stuff =( #okay whatever this sounds really stupid now that im typing it out bye

[sciderman]

You said that if you dated Peter or Wade it would make you miserable. Which– Okay fair, Wade does have a history of purposely hurting the people he loves.

But what about Peter? Why do you think dating him would make you miserable?

because I’ll always know I had the option to climb a 6’8 cyborg and I passed that up for a sweaty little twunk that I perpetually have to remind to bathe (sorry peter)

#I don’t know. I don’t think peter is good boyfriend material. I think his insecurities would get exhausting. #Wade has bottomless patience. me… I don’t know. I don’t think I could. I’ve got my own stuff going on. I don’t want a Project. #peter is definitely a project. and he needs someone with shed loads of patience and perseverance. #me I just. I wanna have a good time. so. come to me my big beautiful time traveller. whisk me away. #take me to the beach. you can disappear after I don’t mind I’m not needy. just spend a beautiful romantic week with me. #sci speaks #I don’t really know what kind of person I’m compatible with really actually. #all my relationships have been. pretty short. #and I don’t think it’s any fault of my own really. and I don’t feel any loss over them at all. like at all. I wish I did. but I don’t. #a sci has so very thankfully never felt heartbreak. #but it makes me kind of question what kind of person I am when it comes to this sort of thing. #because I really don’t know. #I don’t know if I want commitment. I don’t even know if I want sex these days. #I … weirdly… am so devoid of yearning these days. like I feel content right now on my own. I don’t even feel lonely. #I used to yearn but I think I’ve moved past it. and I kind of just want to have a good time. #and that doesn’t even . involve a relationship or anything anymore. like I don’t think I want one actually. it feels like I’m Over it. #it’s kind of great because I’ve never felt so calm in a long time. all because I decided that I don’t. actually Need anything. #I don’t need anything more than what I have. and that’s brought me rest after So Long being restless. #but if a massive time traveller came and whisked me away on sexy adventures how could I say no

[rawmeknockout]

please please please anything from the pov of getaway... he seems like such a jealous and possessive guy, not that he'd show it lol

//FARK ACCIDENTALLY PUBLISHED THIS//

He wouldn't admit it, wouldn't ever even say it in his own helm, but Getaway hates seeing Rodimus hang all over you. He's not jealous. No reason to be! There's nothing that Rodimus has that Getaway doesn't have in multitudes. It's just that Rodimus, fake ass captain wannabe that he is, always feels so entitled to whatever he wants. Whatever crosses his fancy. It seems this extends to other people's conjunxes, if he is so inclined.

Getaway isn't in a position to, but he would love to put Rodimus in his place. In front of the whole crew preferably, but in front of you especially. He wants to see the way Rodimus' carefree, arrogant grin drops and his brow furrows in confusion and embarrassment. He wants to make sure no one forgets who you are attached to. No one would ever have the gall to tell you "you're too good for him" ever again.

His digits drum against the bartop, leaning back in his stool with an arm thrown over the back. For now, he'll just plan. As much as he'd love to show Rodimus who deserves to be captain right now, he has bigger goals than to just embarrass the former prime. Mirage sends him a questioning glance, wiping down a glass until it gleams, streak-free, in the low lights.

Soon you'll be hanging on his arm with no competition in sight. Not that he has any doubts...

#theres a massive ego covering deep insecurities covering an even more massive ego #asks #txt #reader insert #transformers #reader imagine #transformers idw #tf idw #transformers mtmte #tf mtmte #getaway #tf getaway #mtmte getaway #idw getaway

[bahbahhh]

I’m really torn between attempting a comic adaption of the depths au or doing a fanfiction piece. One the one hand, I’ve wanted to do a full length comic for a while and the reception to linktober was really cool. On the other, I feel like I’m a stronger writer and I’m worried attempting a comic format will drag out the project and I’ll get exhausted by it. I also need to decide if I use procreate or CSP for a larger comic project. And like, decide if I feel comfortable enough with digital art. I’ve only been doing this for about a year. I still have a lot to learn. I really need to think on it.

#I’m not digging for anything here #just kinda talking out loud #b!talks #I have a bad habit of turning an idea into a massive thing #and I’m starting a new job next week (yay!) but also it’s going to be an adjustment #feeling a little insecure I guess

[dirty-bear-rick-sanchez]

I can’t believe that Rick canonically had a slap fight with an old man because he was jealous that Summer wanted to spend time with him

Like it 100% sounds like the sort of thing we would make up for a funny post on here but nope… canon

Edit: for some reason the order of the pictures is a bit fucked up but I can’t be bothered to fix it lol, sorry

#rick and morty #rnm #rick sanchez #summer smith #mr needful #rick is such a petty and dramatic manchild and i love it #honestly as much as s1 has its bad moments (such as the r word conversation in this very episode 😬) i love the way it portrays rick #like it’s very apparent that he’s jealous and needy and just bullshitting his way through life #he feels much more… human? if that makes sense #like yeah there’s a lot of fun stuff with the whole ‘smartest man in the universe’/god complex stuff #but it’s also nice when he’s just a man who’s very good at science and a massive dumbass in all other areas of life #honestly he’s much more emotionally vulnerable to the audience #like we see him here being insecure and needing summer’s approval #and later on in the episode when he’s very clearly lonely and bored alone in the house #and greets morty too enthusiastically and then corrects himself to try and seem cool #again i was really struck by how… nice he was in meeseeks and destroy after morty shouted at him #even before he realised what had happened to morty #(i know he was an asshole before that but still) #plus the citadel episode has him crying over his memories of morty #i think i just have a mental image of s1 based on the ‘anti-pc’ jokes and dudebro perceptions of it #so i forget what it’s actually like #i mean don’t get me wrong there are definitely a lot of extremely cringeworthy ‘anti-pc’ jokes #but rick is actually much more human in s1 #also i find it so funny in this episode that at the end rick and summer actually work out #rather than rick just using some sort of technology to make them jacked #like i know they use steroids #but the fact that they actually went to all that effort cracks me up #also i would say this is the first episode where rick and summer start to actually develop their own interesting dynamic #which i love

[petz5]

grabs him by the scruff of his neck like a kitten

#ranma 1/2 #not putting this in my art tag i just wanted to post Something #U EVER THINK ABT HOW HIS MASSIVE EGO IS TOTALLY FOR SHOW #like def the result of genma telling him hes the best martial artist in the world one moment then that he's a disappointment the next #and how ranmas secretly terrified ppl will notice hes only good at one thing and then will see how worthless he rlly is and abandon him #(im not saying hes worthless i just mean from his perspective) #and thats why he has a total breakdown in the moxibustion arc bc hes CONVINCED if he cant do martial arts then no one will want him around #its also why its so important that even tho she cant think of anything else he's good at akane still tells him to stay or at least #let her go with him #bc she values him bc hes a person and she enjoys spending time w him. its not abt what he can bring to the table or whatever #what he brings to the table is his kindness and humor and care for others around him!! #anyway that arc doesnt cure his ego by a longshot but it did open the door for him to trust akane way more and share his insecurities #the other half (lol) of this convo could totally be abt desperately trying to live up to being a Manly Masculine Man #but 99% of the time he expresses genuine confidence in himself and not just his abilities its in girl form #i already made a post abt that a while ago #ANYWAY SORRY FOR THE FUCKING ESSAY

[permanentreverie]

.

#ok so mini rant session #i am doing a bit better today - little less distraught over getting fired from a job i thought i was doing pretty good at and i was trying #really hard and genuinely enjoying #and just more baffled because truly i had no warning and i was completely blindsided #i was in the middle of a 3 month trial and i would have a review at the end in which i would be offered a permanent position if it went well #and i thought i was making my way towards that! granted i was still making mistakes but genuinely not of such a great scale i thought it #called for my immediate dismissal #that being said i was still VERY MUCH IN TRAINING. i had only been there A MONTH AND A HALF learning COMPLETELY NEW SYSTEMS #and i was told that i had been there a few weeks already and that i wasn’t catching on quick enough. that there were some areas i was #understanding and others i just simply wasn’t #and i asked what areas specifically so that i could learn more and try harder #and they didn’t give me a specific answer. #ok and so. so. i have this insecurity. #that at first impression people will like me. that they may think i’m pretty or kind or funny or whatever #but then they spend time with me or get to know me and realize that that’s all bullshit. #that i’m actually not pretty and im mean and loud and selfish and lazy and rude and etc etc etc #MASSIVE fucking insecurity in that like that’s why i genuinely don’t have friends or a significant other #and that genuinely i’m just a Bad Person #and when i was fired? i was told ‘a persons true colours show after a few weeks’ #so that’s MAJORLY fucking me up. #when i was hired i was boasted to about my boss’s hiring process and how she’s ’only been fooled twice’ #and the morning before i was fired in a meeting my supervisor told everyone that i was doing quite well. #so yeah i truly had no fucking warning. at fucking all. #hurt and confused and angry and baffled and did i mention hurt #anyways if you’re still here i’m sorry i know this is not a good look for me

[ruinikaido]

i wish i was as social i make myself out to be irl, more social than the average awkward inept tumblr user is still not social enough

#anddddd i want people to like me a lot more #and i want to take care of my appearance more and not go in the same four bland legging-sweater outfits to school #wouldnt hurt to have a stable friendgroup and not be thrown around by the same couple of people 60% of whom i do not care about like that #would be nice if i was allowed to hang out in my old friend group and have them actually care when they never did also #i talk to everyone in my grade but because i do no one caresssssssssssss #well im going to uni next year i can fix all of this ^_^ #i dont like feeling people lose interest in me and feeling myself lose interest too im boredddddddddddddddddddd #(massively insecure) #extremely rude to say this but the majority of people i am currently in contact with irl to some degree annoy me if youre on here not you #btw i love you and i just mald over like #seeing other people i want to be friends with but cant get out to #i should be and im made to be more popular so whats holding me back #ughhhhh i feel empty ever since something!

[sagegreenfrogs]

anytime someone says that "there's no queerness in avatar aside from the books/avatar isn't a queer show" i hit em with the good ol' "katara, sokka and toph have all canonically done some form of drag."

#atla is a queer ass show boi #avatar #atla #avatar the last airbender #that normally shuts them up but if that doesn't hohohoh boi #get ready for a massive lore dump and analysis of zuko's inherent queercoding #sokka too #being insecure abt masculinity+daddy issues+self image/self worth issues? kinda gay ngl. #I love my blorbos so much <3

[chamomileteainabuttercup]

Steve gets attention-seeky and annoying when Eddie tries to read some big fat book.

Eddie gets attention-seeky and annoying when Steve tries to watch sports on TV.

#YOU ARE ENJOYING THE THING I DON'T KNOW HOW TO ENJOY IN FRONT OF ME THIS ACTIVATES MY MASSIVE PERSONAL INSECURITIES #gonna just SHOVE my head in under your arm right there like a pushy cat #steddie

[iwatcheditbegin]

Not only are they not mentioning the actual music, I also refuse to take any reviews that can’t even get the album title right

#tf is the tortured poets society #we get it you’re a loser and she makes you feel insecure with her massive success #the obsession some folks have with humbling others who are doing well

[louismygf]

girls when they just finished watching aotv

#ok this is my review #i didnt 'just finished watching' but u get it wtv #louis tomlinson #all of those voices #ok unless u wanna b spoiled u need to get off these tags rn! #i honestly thought there'd be more of the songwriting producing planning and bts footage of him working on his music #like i thought that'd be the main focus #more..... artistry and musicianship things yk? this thought made me want a behind the album doc so bad djfjf #but i do get it bc he set touring up as his ultimate goal as a solo artist. he said early on how it's his fave part in onedee #now im not saying touring ≠ artistry bc duh going on tour is fundamental for artists and for some like louis- it's what they love most #anyw thats just me. a behind the album doc could easily fix this. kinda my fault for expecting a whole different narrative hahshdj #OKAY BUT ANYWAY the first half was jam-packed with lots of feelings. heart rending gut wenching soul crushing stuff #it was so emotional i was with my sister and i didnt wanna cry beside her but i just couldnt help it 😭 #him and his family talking in depth about their loss felt gutteral. strong family... about his mom and about felicite #hm yeah </3 mmkay thats a wrap we dont need me sobbing again thinking about this family #so about the touring!! we see him struggling to find his feet to perform confidently through the years #yk... last 1d performance in xfuk. jho for xfuk. ultra fest too i think? ...ccme. telehit. scala... 2 walls tour (2020) shows in spain #aotv spoilers #its actually insane how massive his insecurities became during and post 1d 😭 #bro was acting small roles as a child. was 'popular' in school. lead singer in a cover band. main lead in grease & auditioned for xfactor #and post 1d??? man didnt know what to do with himself. it's sooo!!!!!!!! #it's evil actually leave that man's poor confidence alone! 😭 #the doc ended beautifully :> showing scenes of his show in milan. 30k+ people. ONLY there for louis! #by this point hes built up enough confidence to perform btm live for the first time!!!!! hard song to sing and he smashed it 🥹 #the title truly encapsulates everything huh. voices in his head. voices of industry ppl whispering in his ear. voices of criticism. and #voices of fans cheering and singing his songs #cathartic ending 🫶🏼 loved aotv!!! when btm played girl you Know i was gone 😭 #loved that he included the fitf uk no.1 too!!! it's a pretty little bow to this wonderful gift #i would Love to add more but i reached 30 tags LMAOOO yk what maybe i'll rb this with more tags😭💀 #louis u deserve the world the moon the stars entire planets and all the galaxies 🫂 mwuah

[joshdiaz]

— hera lindsay bird

#ocappreciation #allaboutocs #teen wolf oc #fyeahteenwolfocs #and then 4 my tags #oc: miri connolly #cc: theo raeken #miri x theo #ok the basics here are just #miri is a hunter in 6b and like. the way gerard is making monroe another kate he's trying to make her another allison #she's another teen girl with a lot of talent and ability but shaky self esteem desperate for validation in a way thats too obvious for her #to like. be cool. and most importantly she has rich kind of absentee parents so you know she's a good one to have right under your thumb #money for supplies and no parental supervision and no validation outside of what she gets from gerard and monroe and the hunters #anyway i think because of this the pack makes an effort to appeal to her the same way they do with monroe #and while they all mostly see an echo of allison. theo sees an echo of tracy #the same half cocked bravado; hiding a massive insecurity with hypercompetency #and then shes also kind of like him too. another kid being made into a Thing #and then it turns out that underneath all of the tracy shes actually become a lot like him #like you know how in 5a theo kills scott even though he's already lost just to know that he lost too #yeah <3 #what if sceo but theo was scott and also what if thracy but theo was tracy and also what if scallison but EVIL

[louisarmpits]

I hate feeling this lonely

#lonely unlovable even unlikeable really aldjaldi #like i do it to myself i know i do i push peopel away and its so hard for me to just make connectionswith people #and I’m so insecure i just don’t believe it if (massive if) someone says they like me #like as friends or more its just so hard for me to believe it #i hate that i have like 1 friend and she has her own life and i feel like shes moving on from me and like thats fair go live your best life #but it sucks that her best life doesnt include me #and i just want a best friend ive never had a best friend #I’m all over the place with my feelings #i wannt so much and i jnow what i need to do but i just cant get myself to do it #i keep making excuses but theres no excuses #like why cant things just come easy to me #why cant i just be normal #why cant i just have conversations with peoole #people #why do i let my insecurities get in the way of literally everything #why am i like this #why cant i just do what i want #why why why

[nightjarring]

Find it vacuous and annoying how literally every topic of conversation, piece of media, joke or meme on this site that reaches a certain level of popularity must inevitably be turned on and torn to shreds literally regardless of what it is or how common

#tumblr is a hipster oroboros #i saw a post abt hating small talk on my dash again #and was like oh is it not in fashion to hate on people who hate small talk anymore #have we come full circle #single example but idk how people take this website... seriously sometimes #it comes across as desperately insecure on a massive scale #like obviously theres many people with many perspectives and not all of them align #nor should they if they could #but the impression it gives is a roiling cycle of asscovering