#yay!! love when i feel guilty for putting myself first instead of constantly prioritising another person

[slightlytoastedbagel]

ough I should. not be awake right now.

#have a fucking. mock exam first thing i need the sleep but i can't go back to bed #then ofc my mind has also started to wander to how poorly i went about cutting off a friend over a year ago #yay!! love when i feel guilty for putting myself first instead of constantly prioritising another person #who needed someone i couldn't be at that point #gonna sleep!! or try to anyway i just hate this i hate myself i hate that person even though they don't deserve it #everyone else seems to get on just fine with other people so why is it that all of my 'friends' had to either turn out to be #giant assholes or barely there at all? #i'm doing better now i'm getting better i need to stop thinking about this it hurts too much