#you get a stipend but you have to earn ects points to my knowledge

[ricoka]

Really wishing I could do art full time again. I lack the skills ofc, but I wish I had more time to try out stuff and to learn and improve and use different mediums. Sometimes I wish I could at least afford to reduce my hours but that doesn't seem feasible in the current economy either.

#sometimes i consider quitting my job to focus on what i want to do for a bit #but I know that I'd just get stressed looking for a new job #because i spend my life either stressed by having a job or in pursuit of one #there's this one thing we have called Bildungskarenz that a lot of people do to finish their masters degree #or for other ways to change their career #you get a stipend but you have to earn ects points to my knowledge #and it's only one year max so starting at University won't help #and I don't know what else to use it for #i feel kinda stuck and i wish i could be happier with my career choices and life