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Yizhi: *sneaks in through the window at 2 am*

Shimin, flicking the light on and turning around in his chair: so, where were you?

Yizhi: I-I was with Zetian

Zetian, turning around in her own chair: Try again.

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I feel like I'm losing one of my best friends...

He used to tell me everything

And now he doesn't really talk to me?

Idk what is going on with his life to the point that he literally lost something akin to his pets a week ago and didn't tell me about that at all?

I found out kittens he was taking care of died from an instagram post.

I didn't even know he had those kittens.

What did i do wrong?

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As someone who started on Tumblr and then moved to Twitter and is now sorta back, this is giving me

"city gorl who loses her high paying City job and has to return to her family in her small hometown (who's residents she loves but can't defend being absolutely deranged) just in time to experience the magic of Christmas" vibes .

there is something so darkly comical about tumblr potentially outliving twitter

tumblr, which is held together with duct tape and madness, run by three raccoons in blood stained Yahoo! hats and a handful of crabs, it's only source of income the sale of shoelaces from an inside joke so inside no one knows the original source anymore and fake blue checkmarks... that website still lives on

truly the cockroach of social media and I love it for that

#it's me #I'm city gorl

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THISSSS I NEED THIS!

I'm seriously hoping for a 3rd Enola Holmes because I need a scene where Watson's and Tewkesbury's:

A.) Share a look and a sigh over the crap they have to put up with

Or

B.) Compare Holmes siblings right in front of them and the Holmes siblings are whispering to each other like "I don't do that...do I?"

Or

C.) Where they run into each other and are like "have you seen..." And they point each other in the right direction to where their Holmes is

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Mimi is such a great stylist!

Mimi and hair pins :) Our little fwends got a little makeover from Mimi, which one do you like the best? ^^

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Batsitting is a full time job

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A cute guy called me cute and that's been the most serotonin I've had in my life lately. What has workaholism made me guys

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“you’re so polite with your sadness. you don’t want to ruin this for anyone.”

— — Silas Melvin, from “Twenty,” Grit

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I swear I saw a tumblr post on here that said ‘horses have over 4,000 bones’ and i don’t know where it came from because its totally wrong, they have 205, but what kind of fucked up horse has this person seen out there because I’m absolutely terrified of it 

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I feel ✨ melancholy ✨

And poetic

But the words aren't really doing their thing

Which is worrying me because I feel like I'd forget

And then never be able to replicate a thought again

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So I'm just screaming here cuz I have no where else to scream it but oof.

So my ex boyfriend reach out recently to ask if I've been doing ok.

We talked for a bit and he said that he may have moved on but he still appreciates me and wishes me the best.

And it felt really liberating to know. It felt like getting closure knowing at least one of us moved on. So I could too. And I think I started to move on too.

About a week later he reactivated an account I had been stress messaging to since we'd broken up because I though he wouldn't see it, though I hadn't for quite sometime.

He read the messages and confessed that he hadn't really moved on and basically had been trying to convince everyone and himself that he had.

He's still in love with me. But now I'm starting to move on.

A relationship between us isn't really posible rt now at least and I wouldn't hold my breath about it either as those are what our circumstances were.

But I really really wish we had another chance.

Life is cruel sometimes

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When I think men cannot disgust me any further, they go ahead and do just that.

I'm just tired at this point.

And I realised that so are alot of other women. To the point that our exhaustion is taken as acceptance.

Eff toxic, abusive men and people who enable them.

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Annoyed cuz there's only one specific lap I want to sit in

And one specific neck that I want to kiss and I have access to neither.

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Y'all.

I miss having someone to call me baby.

I'm one angsty bitch today for some reason.

I miss kisses and cuddles and just someone love me please?

What also sucks is that I'm very demisexual and danggit it's so annoying when you really want to just be horny casually 🤦‍♀️

Frenz of Tumblr what are your words of advice/encouragement or whatever else you have?

#asks open #angsty af #tell me about your agendas #i just want to talk to someone #anyone

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Your tongue in my mouth

Your teeth on my neck

In more than nips

Your fingers digging into my hips

Hard enough for me to let out a cry.

Mark my body,

Give me pain,

Give me something

to remember you by.

#just here #don't read #safekeeping

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I wished

You would stop.

Stop.

Like you stopped talking to me.

stop.

Like you stopped caring about yourself.

Stop.

Like the endless text messages did.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop!

I wished you would stop being

so heartbreakingly beautiful.

But Stop, you stubbornly

Just never did.

#just angsty