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i am a loser in ways you can’t even wrap your head around

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Anto Carte (Belgian, 1886-1954), Pieta, 1921. Monotype and watercolour on paper, 47 x 38 cm.

#art

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the tortured poets department

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#🤚

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i think what’s on a person’s nightstand is very telling so reblog this and put in the tags the things you have on your nightstand

#mini speaker / various rocks and crystals / incense holder / headphones / lamp / 2 crocheted coasters #and…. vape 😔

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#it’s always the fucking pms

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“Abundance” by Amy Schmidt, published in Rattle January 20, 2019

#words

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Sympathising with my mother but at the same time

#i jnow

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Bruce Springsteen, Tunnel of Love Express Tour. 1988, Los Angeles, Ca

#sweet prince…… #bruce springsteen

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Love with everything you’ve got and the world will open its hand

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re: your tags I LOVEEEE indigo de souza! I found her because she opened at a concert I went to and it was fr life changing to hear “this is how I get myself killed” for the first time that way

LUCKYYYY omg i think i would’ve blown up… i love all her music but pretty pictures and all of this will end are so special to me

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If I ask nicely will people reblog this and tell me what their most common breakfast is? Not your favorite necessarily, just what you have for breakfast most frequently? 🙏🏽

#protein bar and a fruit of some kind usually banana

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#soon…. #with some salt and pep and balsamic… oh baby

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A tasteful butch haircut

#art #butch

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Babygirl I know bandom lore I couldn't pay you to care about

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I think movies need more sex and i also think that actors need to be uglier and less in shape