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Nothing like crying for hours and then just wanting to go the hell to bed.

#Ugh.

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I keep wanting to delete my PK profile.

#Like it'll help. #Like ... #Maybe it will help. #Maybe pretending I don't exist will do something.

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Real genuine question, is there a way to stop existing as an alter.

#did osdd #dissociative disorder #dissociative system #actually traumagenic #endos dni #I'm not talking about merging. #I hate life? #I hate everything about it. I hate being alive. Every fucking second of existence is agony. #Nobody else in this brain struggles so bad with it. #'You have an important job' well I don't fucking care. #My job is to be miserable. What kind of life is that. #Being a systeen on top of it is a nightmare. #I wish there was a way to ask this without being that edgy idiot teenager but genuinely if there's a way I want to know.

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what commonly missed/misinterpreted parts of bug anatomy should artists pay more attention to? I’m talking casual drawing here, not scientific illustration

antennae come before the eyes in almost all cases. there’s not too many inverts that have antennae that just stick out of the top of the head

bug legs follow a formula of segments (in insects, it’s coxa, trochanter, femur, tibia, several tarsi, claws). bothers me a lot whenever bugs in media have legs that just end in a point… little guys need feet to walk, and they usually have cute little claws too!

simple vs compound eyes… some crustaceans and insects have a pair of faceted compound eyes (many insects have a trio of simple eyes, on this mantis they’re between the antennae). arachnids, meanwhile, have simple eyes which are just a smooth dot, no faceted lenses

sorry if this comes off as peevish, but I look at bugs all day and wow movie bugs are so very often just anatomical trainwrecks! a lot of bad bug designs could easily be fixed with a quick google search of “do spiders have compound eyes” or “how many wings do bees have*”

*it’s four. they zip together and flap as a pair, but four distinct wings

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im like if a dead body was alive

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I still refuse to do anything to my theme. Whatever. Who cares.

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I was looking into break rooms (those places that give u a bat and let u smash stuff) and this line got me

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I want to be fucking dead.

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I am pretty fucking sure being a systeen is the literal worst thing that you can be on the planet actually.

#Obviously this is dramatic. But I don't like tone tags much. #Fuck this so much.

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Favorite genre of post

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is he okay

#queue

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Being a system kid really fucking sucks. Where do I even belong.

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I don't care I'll fix up this theme later. I just need a place to vent.