my dad called me thin as a stick. It was while he was saying going on testosterone would ruin my life but a win is a win!
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Having an ed caused mainly by gender dysphoria sucks because no matter how much weight I lose, I will still hate my body.
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I feel like my ed is the only thing keeping me from suicide atp. Like everything in my life is going wrong. My family has no money, I am unemployed and can't afford a car, I'm moving to college in August with no car and no money and having to go almost 100k in debt to student loans. I have no energy to do anything ever. This is really all I have to hold onto rn.
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gender non existent body goals
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The FTM ana urge to swing from eating steak and eggs to bulk and look muscular and sexy then NEEDING to starve. I need to. I need it. I need it.
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My ultimate insp0<3 Maartje Convens
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