uhhtyler

[uhhtyler]

per my last post: i just recently moved to a new place too and like im in an apartment in the city for the first time ever and im realizing like i have no idea how much cats are supposed to eat in a day?? bc my family cat at home just hunts outside and we keep his bowl topped off for whenever he comes in, half the time we're not even there and everyone fills it up so no one actually knows how much he eats like that's something that feels so simple and common knowledge but i just have no clue tbh

[uhhtyler]

thinking about getting a cat but i have so much anxiety about big decisions that im scared too and ruining it for myself

#ive never had a pet before #thats like just my own #like ive had family pets #including cats #but theyre also all outdoor #bc we live in the middle of nowhere #and ive never adopted before #EEK #the process is so nerve racking #like every cat ive ever owned just showed up at our house one day #and never left #wdym i have to BUY one #all the people at adoption events scare me #and ik they scare the cats too 😞 #i just worry so much #about everything #all of the time

[uhhtyler]

wikihow to find new friends in your 20s and also coworkers arent an option

#why is finding #new friends #so hard #i'm so introverted #i can't meet new people #but the parasites #the parasites #want to make new friends

[uhhtyler]

i literally haven't spoken in any of my group chats or to any of the people in them in two weeks and they're all dead bc i was literally the only one keeping them alive and no one has even messaged me to ask if im okay or even tried to keep them alive like why do i even try if no one wants to put in the effort too

[uhhtyler]

im so tired of being the one there for my friends all the time like what about ME

#like i know i complain a lot #but i always answer #and do everything i can to help #but it's literal crickets when i ask for help #or hint that i'm sad #i complain bc i want someone to care #and it never happens #i'm so tired of bending over backwards for people that don't care #or reciprocate

[uhhtyler]

youre my..... best friend...... now i...... have no one to tell...... how i..... lost my....... best friend........

#mitski #the frost #mitski PLEASE #LET ME GET UPPPPPP #i cant do this