ultrahopelessinsomniac29

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Feeling restless and anxious for absolutely no reason at all.

#personal

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"My soul bleeds... and the blood steadily, silently, disturbingly slowly, swallow me whole."

-Fyodor Dostoevsky, Complete Letters

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“Repeat this until you understand it: I do not need people who do not need me.”

— Unknown

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“And there is no end, no end of it.”

— Sylvia Plath, from Gigolo (via violentwavesofemotion)

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The moon dressed as Saturn.

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{Quotes:Nitya prakash/Richard siken ,crush}

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Sonia Sanchez, from Like the singing coming off the drums: Love Poems; “Remembering and Honoring Toni Cade Bambara”

[Text ID: “i have stored in my / blood the / memory of your voice”]

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sorry for ignoring you ive been going insane

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I have stop forcing shit. If someone wanted to talk to me they would. If someone wanted to make an effort they would. I just end up breaking my own heart in the end by being all in from jump and giving chance after chance.

#me since 2023

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ph. Annemarieke van Drimmelen

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Nobody is afraid to lose me. I never mean that much.

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- Evelyn Waugh, from Brideshead Revisited (1945)

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A new environment can do a lot for a soul

#I need that

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there’s a part of me that wants to be completely and utterly alone. then there’s the other part that desperately clings to anyone i care about. i feel rather pathetic either way.

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The moon dressed as Saturn.

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i wish i could experience the love i give

#!!! #i wish