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i need all short people of edblr to unite

i need more short people inspo ╥⁠﹏⁠╥

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I wanna be skinny for my birthday in december but I'm terrified of getting r@ped and not being able to fight back

#eating disoder trigger warning #tw ana trigger #tw sa mention #tw r@pe #tw disordered eating #tw ana shit

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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Angel Baby˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

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☕️ When you’re skinny you can eat whatever you want, just be patient 🩰

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everything is better when it's pink

#tw ana diary #tw ana blog #ana blr

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Progress?

#eating disoder trigger warning #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #ana trigger #tw ana shit

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Everyone hated me in middle school but at least my grades were good...

#academic failure #tw ana diary

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So I didn't eat a ton today and Im feeling really nauseous so I kinda hope that means I'll be loosing more weight shortly... If yk what I mean

#grosspo #eating disoder trigger warning #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #ana trigger #tw ana shit #tw mia #nausea tw #throwing up tw

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My mom said I was having a lot of sugar today. She was joking but it hurt so much.

#eating disoder trigger warning #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #ana trigger #tw ana shit

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I need to get back to this.

#eating disoder trigger warning #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #ana trigger #tw ana shit #tw ed diet

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Being super short with an eating disorder is the most frustrating thing ever. I regularly eat only 1k cals a day. How am I supposed to get skinny.

#eating disoder trigger warning #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #ana trigger #tw ana shit

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morning skinny will last all day if you don't eat

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i really need to trigger my ed but not in a reading random stranger's tumblr meanspo on the internet kind of way but in a being bullied again all through my school years kind of way. to have my mom comment on every single thing i eat again. to have my friends finally admit theyve all been talking to me for laughs and would never actually like someone who looks like me. i just want to be triggered so hard i never want to even look at food again without puking.

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the anorexic urge to stare at every skinny person that walks by

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Omg I can't believe I got all the way here last summer and now I'm back to square one

#ana #eating disoder trigger warning #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #ana trigger #tw ana shit #goals

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you've NEVER regretted not eating. you've NEVER regretted working out. but you always regret binging and watching the numbers go up. clothes getting tighter. keep this in mind before u allow urself to eat.

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to sit on people's laps without crushing them

to be picked up when i hug people

so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore

so people don't use me as a pillow

to climb trees again

to worry people

to wear tank tops without hating myself

to feel clean and in control

to be carried easily

to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes

to see my bones

to be skinny like i was when i was a kid

to actually do something right for once