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Bride Of Chucky (1998)

#<3

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exactly !!!!!

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HE FOLLOWED ME BACK BTW! love is out there

tell me why this bitch ive been following on letterboxd since we were both 14 isnt following me back when i feel like we're supposed to get married. We r two people who have a deep deep connection to a pretty niche animated short film like lets get real

#h

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two months 10 ego deaths and untold lifetimes later. Genuinely unrecognizable to myself. With newfound bodily health and new breeds of aimlessness. I did it and i put my pussy into it but it was pussy at a slant and regrettably im stuck with a coherent manuscript of inseparable words that is deeply off the mark and a failure of errant form in the strangest most honest way possible. I learned abt myself 👍 couldnt tell you "who" that is. but i will be passkng this class

My interests and hobbies. Subterranea. plant nutrients and soil amendments. Big flowers. river caves mineral formations. Solid perfumes. enfleurage other forms of fragrance extraction the more explanation required the better. That exercise where you replace the nouns and verbs in a sex scene with garden vocabulary.

#h #No sex in it either sorry part of my identity shift is that im a nun now #my dick is hibernating. Ok im logging off

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I need to see challengers again

#h #just saw it this morning and really loved the first half #and then got a little choppy weird in the 2nd half but i totally own that some of it #was probably me missing the point. #For instance the kiss in the hurricane i was like how did we get here #Plus i really wanted more of a resolution w the gay people #and id be the first person to say anyone yaoiing it up over this movie is like at least a little annoying however a point is a point.. #Very weird theater experience it was me two old women who came by themselves and like #What appeared to be a dad and his two teenage kids #who left loudly discussing plotholes wrt josh o connors characters net worth?????

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Timmy Straw, from The Thomas Salto

#Have to get this book!!! i miss u spd!!

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at this point i dont want a boyfriend i just want a pet man

#😑

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ridiculous how stress will wreck your body theres not a square inch of me that isnt twisted corded knotted up and bitter to the touch. How am i carrying tension under my collarbone what is this

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another lesson is that i do actually need to write as though im trying to sound good bc the zero draft scenes r like. pretty unusable anyway

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Maybe about 11 months ago i started sketching out this dinner scene in my novel where one of the main characters is kind of around for the first time. but i never wrote the actual scene cause i was too in my head and i wanted to write a couple more scenes leading up to that which have been giving me trouble and misery since like jan 2023. And i finally just zero drafted the barest versions of those scenes and read through and realized. I straight up dont need any of them

#Should have just gone forward with the important stuff!!! #gas station scene prolly still too repetitive but maybe thats an option as a replacement #h

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i love when he gets like this. most character of all time.

#lurv

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How can I be more disciplined? I can’t seem to make myself do the things I know i need to do in order to move forward and to be better

It goes like this: Caffeine, b12, omega 3, pomodoro, modafinil, racetams, bromantane, amphetamine, methamphetamine, psilocybin, intermittent fasting, infrared sauna, ketogenic diet, cold exposure, cbd, meditation, validation-seeking, artificial deadlines, thc, habit formation, dopamine detox, manifestation, variable interval reward, looksmaxxing, betrayal, disillusionment, poetry about death, sigil magic, learning the rules, embracing the pain, absence of fear, final boss, rewriting the rules, confession, submission, sublimation

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never before joined across the cold airless terror of space…

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its so crazy how i can look back like two months and i feel like a completely different person but then whenever i try to put my finger on the pulse of that feeling and figure out what is actually different, aside from the superficial dominant hormone switch and some small mood flares i cant. But like. some physical stuff is different too like im no longer bleeding literally every time i touch my skin and i prefer the blue hat to the black one now dont know when i made the switch. but i remember thinking the black one Is me on a fundamental level. In february-march. Still picking worms out of the road but i accidentally scared one today he was making his way pretty smooth on his own

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NEW CHARLI OMGG

#h #YES BITCH!!! hyperpop's not dead 10 years running

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(via kathyack-blog-blog)

(from Empire of the Senseless)