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made it worse :)?

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what if i just

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some time later.

we been over the ex. yaaaaawn

2023 is a shitty ass year though.

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kinda wishing this was my biggest problem.

the ex lowkey got me fucked up

#romantic heartbreak was so much easier to deal with than the heartbreak of a death #fucking A

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yeah, no progress at all since this was posted. who's surprised though? lol.

in a super weird state of mind. i still don't want to live but i'm not actively suicidal. i feel so vulnerable. so angry, bitter. motivated to help myself but losing that same motivation at the snap of a finger, constantly.

#at least i'm not as angry anymore? #i'm just empty and numb most of the time instead #progress! :)))))

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the ex lowkey got me fucked up

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in a super weird state of mind. i still don't want to live but i'm not actively suicidal. i feel so vulnerable. so angry, bitter. motivated to help myself but losing that same motivation at the snap of a finger, constantly.

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lol i should have left when i made this post. wasted so many more months only to have the same shit keep happening.

if your SO treats you differently than they treat others, and their response as to why they do that is "i dont know."

FUCKING.

LEAVE.

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i am utterly disappointed in who i have become. i wanted to be someone better, someone important, someone beautiful. but instead i waste space, i waste time and i burden the people i love. this isnt the future i had in mind for myself and i know its too late. i’ll never get that future i dreamed of as a child.

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if your SO treats you differently than they treat others, and their response as to why they do that is "i dont know."

FUCKING.

LEAVE.

#i am SUCH an idiot for staying #AND STILL STAYING!!!!!! #WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?????????????!!!!!!!!!

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same old fucking shit.

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