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*looking for evidence of archeological sites on google earth pro with a single minded focus*: be vewy vewy quite i'm hunting fo wabbits

#vall txt #it's really fun i could point to a few kvds

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feel like absolute shit even video games are pissing me off

#vall txt #that's how you know shit's bad #all i've been doing is stare at an unmoving screen or the wall #while screaming inside

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i know it's that time of the month and it makes me extra depressed and mean but mygod i just want to lay down and never get up again

#vall txt #i want to give up nothing feels worth it rn #i'll prolly be back to angily trying in 10 days time when my period slows down but for now fucking hell everything sucks

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people are so funny 'oh just apply for the job and if you get it you move there' yeah ok and until i get at least 4 months worth of a salary i shall live under the fucking bridge innit

#vall txt #fucking hell #yeah yeah some people move for work #except most of them have family where they move to that they live with for a bit #i have nothing except the bridge

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fucking period hurts so bad i want to maim and kill

#vall txt #others and then myself

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period is here my everything hurts, i'm dizzy and i feel so sick i hate this

#whyyyyyyy #someone rip my uterus out i beg #it huts too much and i feel like i'm gonna puke every 10 minutes #vall txt

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if you think the posts i make are bad you should see the thoughts i am thinking. in my mind

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tummy hurts real bad but a classmate is defending his thesis today so i'll be brave and go anyhow

#vall txt #but it hurty it really hurty

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by the way said final fantasy in that poll but not in a hater way in fact it's rare i dislike a game simply to be a hater scknsak i just don't vibe with it

#vall txt #i see why a lot of people love them #i will for one always love skyrim but i also can see why a lot of people also don't and that's fine #another series of games i don't vibe with is the entire fromsoft backlog lmao but again i see why other people like them so much #what i'm trying to say is that i'm a different opinions lover!

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I know I can draw and stuff but I'd still like a commission one day

#and I know I don't talk about my ocs but I do have them lmao #vall txt

[xolaanii]

now its time to bring the haterism

if you think multiple are bad vote for the one you hate the most <3

#out of all of these I really have to say final fantasy #I just don't vive with any of those games at all

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#is this about rythm heaven fkfkkdkd

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just got hit with the Big Sad out of nowhere again and now i'm sobbing wailing squirming

#i have a lot of feelings so many so many #it's so loud all the time god #vall txt

[xolaanii]

Your daily dose of cat memes

#every single time without fail #and i tell them where i'm going too

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u know those mutuals who you are like silent buddies with and you never talk to each other but you reblog each others stuff and when you see them on you’re dash you’re like yooooo thats my bud!! 

#most of my moots because i'm shy

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actually i've said it before and i'll say it again: older siblings be normal challenge

everytime i see a post about siblings and their dynamics i brace myself and let out the biggest, loudest sigh you probably have ever heard

#yes yes you have problems yes yes you're angry #what do you mean you're gonna make it my problem both emotionally and physically?? wtf?? #vall txt #love your siblings ffs #both younger older wtv #you are BOTH in the shit i assure you #in different and equal ways you're both in the shit #just love each other #fucking GoD