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I had one unsuccessful day yesterday (some calories over my limit because of a weird PMS craving for mashed potatoes) and I was like “I wanna quit, this isn’t working, I’ve been doing it for ages and I’ve lost like maybe three pounds but the number keeps jumping around so it’s only reliably like one pound, this is bullshit”

but I’ve been logging regularly and I could look back and see that I’ve only been seriously doing it for like... four days

I’m the worst for doing one thing for like a minute, not even doing it consistently, and then when I don’t immediately drop weight I panic and try something different. so this is just me writing a memo to myself that I need to do IF for two weeks minimum before I switch it up. I had to work up to IF because my hunger cues were so extreme and I just got there. and it has been four days. calm down crazy lady.

#weight loss mention #weight talk #weight loss #intermittent fasting #I have to talk about dieting here because it’s so boring and no one cares

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via weheartit

#v

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Café Kiss, Ron Hicks.

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macrogoal 1: 10 lbs//started: 23/07

microgoal 1: 3 lbs 28/07

microgoal 2: 6 lbs

#back at it #weight loss mention #weight talk

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I love @dearscantilly 🚦🔐🧀 by galdalou http://ift.tt/1oh1LsW

#UM????

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by @princessgollum on Instagram http://ift.tt/1WHh5dG

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i just want a tall, ugly, compassionate man!

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people: if ur hurting reach out!

me: *reaches out*

people: [seen 11:15 pm]

#bitter

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I dream of a world where I'm actually as pretty as I think I am

#tw self image #was really feeling myself today #then someone instagrammed a pic and I was like NOPE

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leave room for gay jesus

how to enjoy your 50 millionth gay prom when you’re almost 30 and bisexual, a poem in bullet format

it’s okay to feel weird about gay prom. 

it’s okay to understand exactly why a bunch of kids want to have a gay prom but still feel weird about it.

dress as matronly as you want. wear a chaperone name tag.

don’t tell people to leave room for Jesus, that would be going too far.

don’t get drunk.

applaud loudly for every poem read by baby LGBT kids, and they’re all read by baby LGBT kids. Applaud especially loudly for the angry ones.

don’t get defensive when people try to explain LGBT perspectives to you as though you weren’t there as a queer person yourself. 

these people are young.

you no longer have blue hair and an undercut, your body no longer looks like any of their bodies, age has mellowed your appearance if not your heart. That is okay. 

leave when the kids around you are starting to get drunk and grind on each other on the dance floor. This isn’t your scene anymore. That is okay.

you have graduated gay high school.

you can move on. 

#thank you miss v <3 #missvoltairine

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Few first looks of FENTYxPUMA by Rihanna for NYFW 2016