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"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

#love #I'll do it for me #note to self

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I've stop eating dinner and breakfast. I'm truly addicted to my doomscrolling coping mechanism. I'm in pain from this loneliness, but i don't want to come home anymore. Is it pride, selfishness, arrogance, or ignorance? It's so hard to love me.

I'm begging ME stop going to bed at 2am because crashing at 2pm at work is embarrassing and torturous.

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“the soul of my land” by jordanian-palestinian photographer anita bursheh

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I can do it. I can just do it

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the "came back wrong" trope except like... they didnt. like this mad scientists wife died, and so he studied necromancy, brought her back, and she came back and it all worked. like she came back exactly the same as she was before with literally no difference. but the scientist guy is like "oh no... what have i done.... shes Different now!!!! she came back Wrong!!!!" and shes just like. chilling. reading a book. cooking dinner. shes just so so normal but in the guys mind hes like "oh shes soooo weird" but shes just normal

[a-blue-black-sheep]

Honey, you're not proud of your job. You hate yourself for being in this toxic relationship. You fumble so hard when introducing about your job. You hate half of your waking time. You have hatred in your heart.

I'm begging ME stop going to bed at 2am because crashing at 2pm at work is embarrassing and torturous.

[a-blue-black-sheep]

Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles

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*through gritted teeth* you are not a child taking a test with the purpose of getting the highest score, you are an adult trying new things and finding ways to enjoy your life, make mistakes, be a beginner, be mediocre, be where you need to be, be unlikeable, just. be.

#note to self

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You know what would make a GREAT plot twist? Fidelity.

[a-blue-black-sheep]

oh shit! I am sad for no reason!!!!!!

#why am i like this

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6:30 AM, waking up very sad. It's gonna be a long day.

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Finally got a clear shot of noonoo carrying her spring, it's her favourite toy

#noonoo #cat

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babe are u okay ur crying about closeness lines over time by olivia de recat again

#olivia de recat #closeness lines over time #don't ask me ofc i'm not okay

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#nudity #nude photos #inspo

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my favorite thing is to say "investing in" instead of "buying"

#funny

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"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

#love #live for me #note to self

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Random writing thought: the best stories are often the ones that only you could have written — but also the ones that you could only write at this one moment.

I couldn't write All the Birds in the Sky from scratch now if I tried. But the me of 2013 couldn't have written The Prodigal Mother either.

#writing #neil gaiman approved