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I want to hear his morning voice so badly (I want to hear him moaning-)

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It’s so toxic

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This is how girls flirt

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Intimacy is not just about sex. It's having heart-to-hearts, staying up all night talking, sharing childhood memories, thoughts, fears, dreams & hopes for the future. It's uncontrollable laughter, direct eye contact and feeling each other without touching - it's exchanging energy

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going thru each other’s blogs at the same time is basically sex

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We need to get a little uncomfortable for a minute. But it's ok. You have to be uncomfortable in order to grow.

You're going to fail. You're going to disappoint people and yourself. You're going to have moments where you're so overwhelmed that you're curled in a ball crying and frustrated. You're going to miss important milestones. You're going to drop the ball so many times things seem impossible. You're going to fail. You're going to be mean. You're going to be a bad person at points. It's life. It happens. You just need to understand that it happens. And on those days where you want to dissappear and never be seen again because everything is too much, your brain is going to amplify all these faults and failures and make them seem worse.

Babe. We all go through this. We ALL fail. We ALL make awful choices and fuck people and ourselves over. We ALL will have moments where we are the villains. Where we completely fail a lot of people in our lives due to bad decisions. It will happen. Probably multiple times. What matters is that you recognize these things and make appropriate changes in your life to help make sure that next time isn't as bad. Maybe start learning time management so you're not stressed constantly and blowing up on everyone. Maybe find a healthy outlet like painting or the gym or cooking. Find small, simple joys to make life better. It's going to suck. You're going to be the bad guy. But that's not your entire life.

It's uncomfortable and hard to sit with. Sometimes things are your fault. Sometimes you make bad choices and they fuck your life up and fuck others over at the same time. It happens. You can't change the past, but you have the power to change your future. You can change your future. Talk to people. Find yourself outlets. Learn skills. Things get better, but they only do so if you put the effort for them to do so. I love you. You're trying. And that's all you can do. And one day you'll slip backwards and feel so defeated but when that happens, you'll have many tools to help you get even further. I promise babe everything will be ok.

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wow i actually do love you i thought it was just the voices

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pretty girl, sweet girl, babygirl, good girl, my girl…

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send help

brain zaps. nausea. jaw shaking. hands shaking. yawning for no reason...

am I just supposed to thug it out???

taking Lexapro for the first time today, will update (I'm terrified)

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taking Lexapro for the first time today, will update (I'm terrified)

#im worried about what it'll do to my adhd- #im scared #girlblogging #girl interrupted syndrome #hell is a teenage girl #just girly things #female hysteria #lexapro #mental health #mentally fucked #actually mentally ill #mentally unstable #im worried

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my crazy bitch ass should be under constant supervision

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need the type of older guy that’ll tell me im pretty n care for me rather than just want my panties ;(

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glad to see those spreading the truth

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