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'If you don't like graffiti look away like you do for genocide"

Seen in Austin, Texas

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THE WITCH (2015) dir. Robert Eggers

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i want to know you.

i wanna know what kind of music makes you feel good, what comforts you in the dead of night. i wanna know what side of the bed you sleep on at night. i wanna know your favorite season and why, i wanna know what weather you hate. i wanna know where you feel most at home, with whom you feel most at home with. i wanna know what you did growing up, your hobbies, your interests. i wanna know why you think the way you think, i wanna know how you see the world.

i want to know you so badly.

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can someone hire me as a lighthouse keeper. my grip on reality is soooo stable and i will behave so normally under conditions of extreme isolation. and i promise i wont try to fuck the light

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Bring Me The Horizon - Deathbeds

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haunted

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We are witnessing the grotesque reality of the martyred Palestinians and thousands of their massacred children being written off as mere afterthoughts. The way western media outlets steadfastly refuse to call the Israeli aggression and onslaught for what it is, which is genocide and ethnic cleansing, is just another way of dehumanizing Palestinians. 

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have we tried substance abuse my liege

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a man self immolated in front of the israeli embassy in washington dc yesterday. not just any man. an active member of the us air force. he live streamed his death, and said that he refused to be complicit in a genocide any longer. he said that compared to what palestinians were facing every day, setting himself alight was nothing.

let me reiterate. an active duty air force member burned himself alive because he was so disgusted by what the us government was openly supporting. he live-streamed his own suicide, so the whole world could bear witness as a man in his military uniform set himself on fire to protest his government’s complicity in the horrors that we have all been forced to watch happen in real time. he became a new horror. footage of the immolation blurs him out the moment the fire catches, but you can hear him. it is over in seconds, really, but you can hear him screaming. he shouts “free palestine” until his body physically cannot make any sounds other than guttural screams of agony. and then he falls silent. a police officer arrives and points a gun at his still burning body, shouting at him to get down on the ground. and it is over.

his name was Aaron Bushnell. he was twenty five years old. and he isn’t here anymore because the political ruling class has decided that genocide is perfectly fine as long as it preserves imperialism. in the coming days, people will try to discredit him. to say that he was mentally unstable. they will try to bury his actions to save face and defend israel’s propaganda. do not let them. aaron knew what he was doing. he knew what he was doing when he put on his military uniform, set up his twitch stream, and made his final walk up to the embassy. he knew what would happen to him when he flicked that lighter. do not let them forget. aaron’s blood is on the hands of the political ruling class.

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“The moon on her shoulder like skin– brightest and nightest desire.”

— Franz Wright, from “The Family’s Windy Summer Night,” Earlier Poems (Alfred A. Knopf, 2007)

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They've been cutting some of the perc 30's/"blues"/fent pills with ketamine, at least in southern Colorado, so be careful about using and then driving or anything. I've already lost 1 friend to a car wreck because of it, and have 2 more in the ICU being prepped for surgery right now for the same reason. Stay high, but be safe... stay alive...

#mine #me #dark grunge #fuck my life #pills #blue pill #blues #percs #perc 30s #fentanyl addiction #fentanyl #drugs #tw drugs #drug addikt #junkie

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“There is a terrible emptiness in me, an indifference that hurts.”

— Albert Camus, The First Man

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If I hit you up, would you even reply..?

Or would you ignore every word I said,

And just leave me on read..?

And if I told you I was passing through your town for just one night,

Would you get excited or want to run and hide..?

I swear you pop up in my thoughts almost a billion times

Every single day, and even more at night

And I always want to hit you up and see

If when I think of you, you're thinking of me...

#mine #me #scvm fvcked death cvlt #colorado grunge #dark grunge #colorado emo #emo #fuck my life

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*flashing red and blue lights behind me in the rearview mirror*

Me, (who happens to have a full script of xanax, 100pack of blues, an 8ball each of cocaine, heroin, and fentanyl, a bag of needles, $900 in mostly small bills, and an unlicensed firearm in the car): hey, gxd, it's me again..

#mine #me #scvm fvcked death cvlt #colorado grunge #dark grunge #fuck my life

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#mine #me #scvm fvcked death cvlt #my photo #my photos #colorado grunge #dark grunge #colorado emo #emo #fuck my life #potential suicide index #dark grunge guy #dark grunge goth #dark grunge aesthetic

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#mine #me #scvm fvcked death cvlt #my photo #my photos #colorado grunge #dark grunge #colorado emo #fuck my life #emo #dark grunge aesthetic #dark grunge guy #potential suicide index #so cold #so tired #so trash #so fucked #so lost #so dead #so what