amandamonroe

[amandamonroe]

i’m not scared of death          because death’s all over me.

[amandamonroe]

when you realized that i was going to be more trouble than I was worth,

why didn’t you just tell me?

i feel picked over, like roadkill after the vultures have had their fill.

all my good parts are gone and what’s left isn’t worth the effort to throw away.

i think I learned this lesson years ago, but forgot it

in the excitement of something new and fun.

my worth is measured in the loudness of their laughter, the taste of my tears, and the number of bodies circling mine.

it’s hard being lonely

and so I fight to remind myself that lonely is better than tossed aside.

—their favorite target

#poetry #spilled words #spilled thoughts #this one’s about being bullied as a child #I didn’t realize it was still affecting me #until recently #the poem is old though!

[amandamonroe]

the vampire diaries, s03e09 “homecoming” // the front bottoms, “father”

#Probably already reblogged this #but here it is again #because W O W

[amandamonroe]

when something really, really bad happens to you, people will say to you “i am sorry,” even if they had nothing to do with what happened.

and it’s because sometimes things happen that are so bad that what they really mean is “i am acting as an ambassador and on behalf of everything that must hurt so much right now, i say sorry.”

because sometimes things are so bad, someone just has to say it.

i wrote this for you, iain thomas.

[amandamonroe]

character who;s doomed form the start but not because of tragedy or anything but because they're a woman and their writer is a misogynist

[amandamonroe]

TVD 2.08 / TO 2.19  – the Mikaelson bitch slap of death.

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when a character is written inconsistently because nobody thought about it that hard and you're like it's time for me to get in there.. and think about it that hard

#me with Hayley in royal hearts

[amandamonroe]

Just so you all realize and see it in action:

This fic was finished in 2015 and the author hadn't had a comment since 2016. They appreciated the comment even though it was just emoji hearts, they were happy and surprised to receive love on their older fic.

Don't stop commenting just because it's an old piece or because you think you can't come up with something smart, witty or thoughtful to say.

Just say anything. Just put an emoji. Just let them know you appreciate their work.

[amandamonroe]

Since Ao3 has temporarily disabled guest comments due to very mean and pornographic bots, now is a very good time for 1) readers with Ao3 accounts to comment on the fics they love and cherish to make up for those who cannot leave guest comments and 2) readers without Ao3 accounts to join the waitlist and make an account!

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It's fanfiction it doesn't have to be perfect it doesn't have to be accurate this is a hobby you're doing this for fun it's okay if it isn't perfect and polished you're doing it for fun [talking to myself in the mirror]

[amandamonroe]

𝐇𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐖𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧'𝐬 𝐃𝐚𝐲! ft. women of The Vampire Diaries Universe

#the ladies!

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It’s a common misconception that vampirism automatically leads to bisexuality but shocking new information from the World Health Organization says that, through sheer coincidence, everyone who’s ever been turned into a vampire was already bisexual. Scientists and statisticians all over the globe are working hard to understand this absolute statistical clusterfuck. More at 11.

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daydreaming about writing: 🥰😍🥹❤️😊🌺✨😘

the act of actually writing: 😭😰😵‍💫😭😰😭☹️😖

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Mystic Falls Nine-Nine [8/?] → for @howeverlongs

[amandamonroe]

"everybody hates me" factoid actually just a statistical error. The average person doesn't hate you, especially not your friends. You, a person who sits in your room experiencing self loathing every day, are an outlier adn should not have been counted.