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Here’s to hoping that every single person with schizophrenia or a schizoaffective disorder or DID or NPD or any other ridiculously demonized mental illnesses has a wonderful day

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just because someone can articulate their point better doesn’t make them right, it makes them articulated. 

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Salman Toor, Three Friends in a Cab, 16 x 20 inches, 2021

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"When feeling overwhelmed by a faraway goal, repeat the following: I have it within me right now to get me to where I want to be later." - Karen Salmansohn

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Remembering Mario Bava (July 31, 1914 - April 27, 1980).🕯

#MarioBava

#horror

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About to go into this poetry reading/contest. Nervous as hell.

#writer #writeblr #prose poetry #writing

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shout out to people who's family isnt entirely bad or entirely good, but something in between and you dont know how to feel about them. you feel angry but you also feel guilty, because you know they genuinely love and care about you, but sometimes they show it in a way you know its not okay. your feelings are valid, your anger and sadness and grief are valid, and you dont have to prove this to no one. bigger shout out to those with memory issues who know something isnt right but can't recall all of the bad events, only the feelings, which only increases the guilt.

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Out of the hospital now.

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Going into hospital. Be back when I’m back. Posts on queue.

#acute inpatient #bipolar type ii

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Mary Oliver, from Long Life: Essays And Other Writings originally published in 2004

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"Trauma creates change you didn’t choose. Healing creates change you DO choose." - Michelle Rosenthal

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Harriet Randall Lumis (1870-1953) - Summer morning

Oil on canvas. 36.25 x 40.5 inches, 92.1 x 102.9 cm.

Estimate: US$10,000-15,000.

To be sold Bonhams, New York, 1 May 2024.

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Something deep, plunging, is held back. Voice frozen.

Sylvia Plath · The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath (2000)

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“Being brave doesn’t mean you aren’t scared. Being brave means you are scared, really scared, badly scared, and you do the right thing anyway.”

— Neil Gaiman