and this is where i scream into the voidJay or Bluejay ✧ 18, he/xe/it, autistic, aspecmultifandom and OC artist!!pfp is my oc Louie drawn by GhostlyChokko on artfight!DNI: nsfw, proship, bigots of any kindNO: reposts, tracing, AI, NFTs
nah that’s just a cute nickname someone called me irl once (because i also go by jay irl) and i kinda liked it as a nickname.. i guess it was foreshadowing
watching bird videos makes me sad because the birds are always happy flying and flapping their wings and i’m supposed to have wings too but i don’t and it makes me jealous… is that normal…
watching bird videos makes me sad because the birds are always happy flying and flapping their wings and i’m supposed to have wings too but i don’t and it makes me jealous… is that normal…
had an absolutely insane super vivid dream last night and it was like a dream inside a dream and it broke so many fourth walls and i also thought it was real life. it was bonkers. one thing from it was there was this weird voice in my head that only i could hear and it was talking to me and kinda guiding me through everything. its name was Scuddles and its physical form was a raccoon and it looked like rocket from gotg (the reason i remember its name was that during the dream, i once again realized, oh i’m probably dreaming and when i wake up i’d wanna remember this creature’s name because i love it so much. so i told myself that when i wake up i should think about scuttlebutt island from gravity falls because it sounded similar and it’d help me remember. and it worked) anyway Scuddles also had a human form because while i was thinking about all that in the dream, i was also thinking that i’d probably get attached (because in the dream we were literally best friends oh my god i miss him) and when i’d wake up, i’d wanna turn him into an oc. so Scuddles does have a character design and i’ll probably draw it soon idk but yeah. is this normal. does anyone else dream like this or is it just my brain