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"The beauty about being underestimated is that no one believes you are capable of atrocities such as thievery! Little do they know I've used charm and deception all my life to get to where I need to be." --This is magnificent.

Last child survival tactics. :D (says me, the last child who had no choice but to major in the art of manipulation.)

Those of us who are underestimated can get away with murder. :D

#Yes I ate the fries and I'll do it again #THIS VIDEO LIVES RENT FREE IN MY MIND #trans atlantic accent #sliced deep fried and salted in msg #Where is her oscar???

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Looking through my favorites, and saw this. :D

BEANZ

#tooty mcnooty #worship the bean #when you really love beans #phrogs #Is she making beans

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Okay, I will post this tiny bit of the story - the sensitive subject one - ONLY because I want to know how many people get the fries reference. Because that video lives rent free in my mind forever.

Extra points and bragging rights if you do. :)

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Cetz kicks Louis out of Main Tech an hour later.

Good.

I’m tired of being stuck in the office chained to a desk. 

Well, not me specifically, but since I can’t leave the body of the workaholic who is, Misery gets his company. 

Yes, I ratted him out to the boss. 

No, I regret nothing.

Yes, I ate the fries. 

And I’ll do it again. 

Misery’s company is miserably bored.

#writing #He's bored your honor #Yes I ate the fries #and I'll do it again #Humor #I'm hoping that this gains a snerk from people #writeblr #fanfiction #gettingindeep

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It's back! It's on my dash!

I haven't seen this in forever.

Is there a word that’s a mix between angry and sad

#smad #It's back

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It depends.

I shower every other day, because my hair is naturally fine and thin (I'm one of those people with great hair genetics - heavy sarcasm), so shampooing it and conditioning it daily is damaging. It also dries out my skin despite using a moisturising body wash. Also, removing that fine 'protective layer' of oils on my skin and hair every day is actually detrimental to my health.

Aside from every other day, it's really situational.

I'll shower if I've been sweating a lot, had to baste myself with sunblock like a freshly prepped Thanksgiving turkey (I'm white, so me and Sol don't get along too well), or endured something that makes me feel nasty af.

if I'd been sweating, but it's not too bad (i.e I don't stink or feel like I'm wrapped in a salami skin), I'll leave it until the next morning or night.

#hygiene

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If you're all wondering why I haven't posted a link to the fanfiction, it's because a lot of people would find the main location, premise, and descriptions disturbing and/or upsetting, potentially triggering, gross, or all of it.

It is a very niche story with sensitive content that I am having a blast writing. :)

There is only one graphic scene that occurs. I provide a warning for it (it's in a chapter that hasn't been posted yet).

There's no body horror, no sexual scenes or anything involving sex, and no death, or anything like that.

Just a lot of "ew."

There are some emotionally powerful scenes, though.

There are some gross descriptions, though. I did that on purpose so that the reader can really feel what the MC is experiencing. I want them in there with the MC.

It's a story of healing, comfort, humor, connection, understanding, and heart.

...In a very unconventional way.

I provide warnings in the tags, and it's marked as "mature." That way anyone who clicks through is actively and willingly walking past the giant warning signs staked into the ground. People have no right to bitch at me about it. They walked in with full warnings about what they're walking into.

I'd very much like to avoid being bullied by people going "Ew, gross. What the fuck is this? What's wrong with you?"

Ya know?

I'm just a little guy; a simple nerd writing hurt/comfort.

Oh yeah.

View count: 800 Comments: 1

AND I ABSOLUTELY SQUISH IT LIKE A 'MALLOW. ^_^

709 views.

No comments.

Come on, people, you obviously like the story.

SAY SOMETHING!!!

#writing #writeblr #fanfiction #getting in deep

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The struggle of decluttering when you have ADHD and autism.

#It burns

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you ever see a character and go "wow, this character is so nuanced and morally gray! their actions and morals don't always align! they're complicated and make bad decisions and behave painfully realistically! I hate them and love them at the same time and that's on purpose! they're so cool! .... fan content is going to misinterpret them completely, isn't it."

#Yes. Yes they will

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709 views.

No comments.

Come on, people, you obviously like the story.

SAY SOMETHING!!!

#writing #writeblr

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I now nothing about this, but that last frame sent me. :D

ok

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@thewriteflame Thank you for the tag!

I keep forgetting to do these! Sorry. I see them pop up, think, "Eh, I'll get to them later," and they end up collecting dust on the shelf behind random things that I was also going to get to and never did. :D

So here, they are the last seven lines from the most recent wip. - a dream sequence between Will, Sam, and Louis.

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“I need you. Both of you.”

“For what?” I step forward, hearing an edge of desperation in his consistently flat tone. 

The muscles of his face soften. That flatness becomes a plea, “To save me.”

 I catch a glimmer of the soul within begging for help. That’s the real Louis Patriarch. 

And he’s not kidding. 

Head Up Seven Up

@oh-no-another-idea thank you so much for the tag~

Finally wrote some of this scene that's been playing out in my head for like a week now. This is part of why I want to scream about Liam from a rooftop. There's more than seven lines but I feel no one will complain. Last part of of the scene is in this post.

“Tatter tot!” I wrapped my arms around the excited nine year old. I laughed as I lifted her up and swung the apartment door closed behind me. “Smells good, Natawista,” I said over the popping of the oil as I walked into the small kitchen area. “Don’t call me that,” Nattie replied with an eye roll. “And don’t eat any of the bread.” She smacked my hand from the pile of temptation waiting to grow on the counter. “Come on, Nat, it’s the best fresh, right Tot?” I turned to Kaye who was still latched onto me and growing heavier by the second. “Yeah!” She readily agreed to her mother’s chagrin. “Whatever, this needs to last the next few days and I can’t be letting the biggest mooch eat it all.” Nat said, the oil nearly drowning her words out as she carefully placed another flattened piece of dough into it. “Mooch? I am nothing but a contributor to this household.” I turned and placed Kaye on the counter separating the kitchen and main room. “You’re getting too big to carry, girl.” “Yeah, uh-uh, I’ve seen more of Kenai lately than you.” As if summoned an excited mnrow sounded from a black shadow trotting down the hall.

Soft tagging: @romances-not-tragedies @blue-kyber @isherwoodj @violets-in-her-arms-writes and as usual OPEN TAG

Would like everyone to know that Nattie's full name is actually Nathalie. Liam just likes annoying people. Also Natawista was a Blackfoot interpreter/diplomat.

#tag game #heads up seven up #writing #writeblr #fanfiction #a test of will #gid

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To all my abandoned stories, I'm sorry. I got stuck in traffic for eternity. Dinner is in the freezer. --A writer with commitment issues but still a writer, Blue Kyber

#a note to my abandoned wips #writing #writeblr

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Got the Minun delivered today.

The twins are finally together. :)

I’m naming the Plusle William and the Minun Terra after the twins in my novel, “Out There.” :)

It’s a struggle to name her Sam, so it’s William and Samantha, the twins from my “Getting In Deep” fanfic I’m writing - “A Test of Will.”

Sam is my fan created character. She’s not canon. But I love her. :)

THE TWINS

#writing #writeblr #out there #plusle and minun #Pokémon #twins #disaster twins

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390 views as of now.

No comments.

Yup.

They're consuming what I make and biting the hand that feeds them. They're shoving me away from it.

#writing #this shit hurts

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Forbidden kittens.

[x]

#sand cats #tiny wild cats #adorable predators

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Basically, yeah.

This tracks.

“omg you’re so creative. how do you get your ideas” i hallucinate a single scene in the taco bell drive thru and then spend 13 months trying to write it

#writing #writeblr

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The chapter I posted today already has 173 views and 2 likes, but no comments.

In the past, I had a couple of people comment within the first few hours. I looked forward to those comments. They were usually long and detailed, and let me get a solid look into what my readers like about the story and how it's being perceived.

I loved them. I loved them so much. I still go back and read the previous comments as reassurance that people actually, truly enjoy the story. I'm fueled to keep going.

Ever since that one person assumed I did something terrible (I didn't, btw. It's lies they chose to fabricate, pin on me, and believe instead of the truth), the views are staying at the same average pace, but the comments are gone.

The comments are gone.

This means that they're reading it and enjoying it, but not talking to me about it. They're probably talking about it amongst each other where I can't see what they have to say.

I'm convinced that person made others believe I'm a horrible person, and is urging them to consume what I make, but don't interact with me.

Consume and ghost.

I'm not the only one who thinks that's really rude and hurtful, right?

*sigh*

They read it, enjoy it, and bite the hand that feeds them.

Like they're saying, "Just give us the goods and go away!"

No one has come to me asking, "Hey, so...what actually happened?"

Not a soul.

I've half a mind to take down the entire 16 chapter unfinished fic I've been writing since December and deprive everyone of it if they're just going to rudely consume it and shove their middle finger in my face.

But I want people to read it and talk to me about it, because I'm proud of the work I put into it - long, long hours up until dawn many nights.

I'm proud of this story. I think it's good - I want to think it's good. I want to talk to people about it.

You see my problem here?

#writing #fanfiction #gid #writeblr #it's a very niche story that a lot of people won't like - and that's fine. #Not every story is for everyone. #And this one has a lot of description and strong language. #I enjoy throwing my readers face first into the description pie I baked them. #So they live it and not just read it.