Sometimes I feel like I look like an ugly dog đ
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Having someone trash you really does sum to your self esteem bruh. I just wanna die. But in the meantime imma just cry it out.
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âTrue love is usually the most inconvenient kind.â
â Kiera Cass
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âNever give up on someone with mental illness. When âIâ is replaced by âweâ, illness becomes wellness.â
â Shannon L. Alder
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âThe best investment youâll ever make is in yourself. Never stop exploring, learning, experiencing, and becoming a better person each day.â
â Mo Seetubtim
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some people you gotta handle with a pair of gloves. and recognize thereâs nothing wrong with that. itâs for everyoneâs sanity and wellbeing.
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I know you all too fucking well and itâs crazy.
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Iâm still waking up so the words are escaping me at this very moment but I will be back!
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âI can tell youâre not yourself lately and I hope wherever youâve gone, you feel free.â
â R.M. Drake
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Safe space not even safe lmaoo
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I am not sure if you will see this, but I'd like to asked what are your symptoms of BPD. My mom had it and so do so many people in my family have it, and I have been feeling like I have it to. I have my amazing days, and then like in a blink of an I, I hate everyone and everything around me. Breathing annoys me. People annoy me. I feel my own skin and I feel sick. I want to just crawl in a hole and then rot. Then, for some reason, I feel better again. I am super happy! Super motivated. I can do anything and everything like I am Superwoman or Barbie, then I go numb and can't feel a thing, and then I feel guilt because I hate the people I love, and then I am angry at myself for feeling this way when I know better, and then everything repeats over and over again.
Do you feel like this? My dad is not someone who takes mental health very seriously. He's the religious type, the "if you're indwelled by the Holy Spirit, and have a relationship with God, why are you unhappy" type. I just don't want to feel like this anymore, it's miserable. I go to a good school, have all of my needs and wants provided for; I am priveledged, which I acknowledge, which makes me feel invalid because like why am I unhappy when I have more than most.
If I can ask, how did you get help? Thank you lots!
Hi hun! Iâm sorry it took me a minute to get to you. Iâm not sure if what you described is BPD but Iâm sorry youâre dealing with this. For me I have mood swings which change very quickly. I can be so so sad and wanting to die and laughing at a video like nothing happened maybe 2 hours later. I get infatuated with people very quickly and kinda make them my everything. Letting go of relationships is very hard from me. And I have a history of explosive anger. I also do some things impulsively I suppose lol oh and all or nothing/black or white thinking.
ïżŒFirst thing I advocated for me to be tested. Which maybe it was a little premature but I think it fits. Then what really helped me was having an affirming therapist AND DBT. That really is what led to growth. And then medication helped a bunch. I stopped going to DBT prematurely for personal reasons but now Iâm in Emotions Anonymous (EA) and thatâs really helped me continue growing. And itâs free!
Really sorry your dad doesnât take it serious. I know thatâs a b*tch and I kinda experience it too. I hope things get better for you and you get the healing you deserve. Donât give up.
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Bruh I was just so excited and now I wanna bawl my eyes out.
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Honestly? Shoutout to those of you who are completely fucking lost in life. Those who donât know what they want to do with life. Those who are stuck in a certain part of life and canât get out. Those who are reaching for dreams they feel are impossible to reach. Those who feel like theyâre accomplishments are being overlooked. Those who feel like their enough just isnât enough. It is. You can make it. You will make it. There is an opening at the end of the tunnel.
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you see me dying and you just watch.
whatâre you going to say at my funeral now that youâve killed me?
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