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Poisoned plant...

✨tw - break up, losing love, toxic relationship, drowning✨

Oh to how I felt numb for so long not craving the touch of another’s lips to mine

Never searching for the crave of ones lust

this stoned creature has left me dry and hollow draining the spirit and hunger for touch from me

Loneliness blinded my eyes in which u where there for me to fall onto

But slowly chipped away at my colourful soul in which I had hoped to preserve for so long

Your kisses where not enough to keep me full and now all the smell is the hash aura in which I can not stand

A touch from anyone’s hand has made me resistant

A touch from another’s hand is treated as poison to my body because of you

The whispers of past lovers only now begin to sture my mind due to a small delicate hand that smells of the fresh fruit that I once craved for before you distorted me

She had given me my crave for lust back to my soul

She has provoked me to retell em stories of my past lover and she has reminded me that love is not the resistance of a hand and poison of the touch

She has reminded me that hand and lips of a women is passion fueled by the smells the taste and feeling of being whole again

U are pulling me by a sting attacked to my shiveled heart and I don’t wish to let go

For the troubles that come from the detachment of this rope will makes the sail boats flout away from their docks

The flowers will not pass on their seeds and blossom into new memories formed by these flowers

But u have picked all my petals “she loves me, she loves me not”

I no longer wish to play ur silly games

You have drained the sweet suckle from my flower stem and now I am left with nothing

But now I have been replenished by the sun that has shon on me today

Reminding me of the flower that I once was

Oh how I long for the touch of a women’s hand her lips her heart her smell

Oh how I wish to be free from the rope that u are so despritly have titghtened around ur howloeless mind

You don’t understand the process of keeping a flower alive

If u don’t give the flower the light to feed off the petals will peal and one day after the other more petals will fall until I am nothing but a piece of dirt on the ground

My breath grows slower in the treatment of which u have gardened and I do not wish u to be the keeper of the flower bed anymore

I wish for you to snip me off

Cut me off from my stalk and let me grow a new from the shell u have turned me into

Dont let me turn into dirt

I want to grow again

Let me grow again

Please

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Nothing...

✨tw - eating disorder,depression, social anxiety, loneliness✨

There’s a wall between me and my friends so far that I can touch it but not feel it

It darkens this hole in my insides

Blouting my stomach and mind with toxic waste for me to throw up

I am a sludge of nothing

Floating around

What is my meaning

Why don’t u reach out for me back

Why are we all so apart

Ur words pull me back with these empty question that u ask for your own perpose

Are u okay is nothing but a meal for u to feel full by whilst I am left with bread crumbs I don’t even want to eat

My breaths are harder

My throat is dryer

My lips cracked and crumbled

Eyes sad but not pretty

My legs can’t be forced to run cause there is no where for me to go besides the track of a circle

Why would my legs run around in circles when my mind has already ran it a thousand times over

Quiet

It chews me up

Slowly creating a body that is bound to cave in on itself

Tears are not enough now

I am no longer sad

I am nothing

Nothing to people

Nothing to friends

Nothing to family

Nothing to me

Nothing

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