I finished watching Saltburn and GAH LEE was that something to unpack. I don't know if it was my detective skills that I got from watching years of crime shows but I knew that Oliver was at least a bit suspicious. Like ain't nobody that interesting that you would go out of your way to do all of that shit for. Did I expect that kind of twist? No, but it was good. Also, Felix dancing around the manor naked is such a vibe. Like if I bamboozled my way into a rich family and did all that shit I too would also dance around that big-ass house naked too.
"I'm so happy 'cause today I've found my friends, they're in my head." - Lithium by Nirvana
I've come to realize that sometimes the only people I can trust are myself and the voices in my head. I have been in too many situations where I let shit pass and I'm legitimately tired of it. It's not good for the little piece of stable mental health that I have or even the rest of my fucked up brain. I'm literally so tired of people thinking they could just walk all over me because I'm nice but as soon as I turn around and act different I'm in the wrong. Then you expect me to apologize for MY actions when you were the one who initiated the problem. It is always fun and games until the nice one starts to act different, and then all of a sudden mfs want to come and ask me what's wrong knowing damn well that they are the problem.
"Are you sick of me? Would you like to be? I'm trying to tell you something, something that I already said" - Lovers Rock, TV Girl
I feel like I talk too much so people are definitely sick of me which is why I tend to keep quiet in social settings. People, especially my parents, tend to think I'm being rude when I don't talk and that doesn't make it any easier. My short-term memory loss doesn't make it any better so I'll probably say the same stuff over again which will get annoying and my ADHD only adds to that.
My new motto is “Fuck bitches, get money”. With a little (a lot) of inspiration from Biggie Smalls and Junior M.A.F.I.A. they helped me realize that these people are just to distract you from the main goal.
HAPPY PRIDE LOVEY’S!!!! As a poc and a pansexual female I have always been made fun of because of my sexuality. The joke about me fucking pots and pans has always been put into conversations. I just want to let you all know that you are loved no matter what race and sexuality you are. Don’t worry what other people say because their word have nothing to do with helping you in the future. I love you all and happy pride
Remember guys when life gives you lemons DON’T make lemonade. Squeeze them into peoples paper cuts and watch them cry in agony as the burn from the pain slowly consumes them.