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little headcanon of mine that leo is the one that deals with the bugs in the lair🪳🔫

late night silly sketch before i go to bed i am eeby

#so cute #the vibes are precious #love the style #donnie so cute #mikey with his hair hngggg #and leo with his cozy mask #ugh precious

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excellent. no one can tell what expression im making until a tiny blush appears over the mask, or tears mysteriously start leaking from the glass sockets. or i suddenly have eyebrows furrowing over them, and then they disappear again

me at the idea of everyone reading the next chapter

#i am a living cartoon character #worship me

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me at the idea of everyone reading the next chapter

#still in the works #it’s hard to write when you are also applying to things #but it’s happening regardless #yayyyy #down with the stockholm #rottmnt #rottmnt fanfic #fanfic #leonardo angst #writer #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #unpause rottmnt

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i think, for trauma survivors, especially those who were emotionally abused, invalidated, or gaslit, it is really important not to underestimate the significance of speaking bluntly about what happened to you. Forcing yourself not to beat around the bush, not to downplay what you went through with your words. say what happened, without any caveats, without any “but it could’ve been worse”, “but i might just be being overdramatic”, “but it wasn’t really THAT bad,” and so forth. sit with the discomfort until you can begin to let yourself realize that it WAS that bad, you WERENT being overdramatic, and even if it could’ve been worse you still didn’t deserve it. It’s almost like a form of reclamation, taking back your memories, taking back your life, even the difficult or gross parts, and refusing to let anyone change the narrative or tell you how you should feel anymore, even yourself. and it hurts and it’s scary and it feels weird and awkward and sometimes you want to convince yourself you’re lying, but i think sitting in those weird feelings and letting yourself admit that you really did go through trauma puts the power back in your hands to process things and be compassionate to yourself while you heal

#reblogging for anyone else who may need this too ♥️ #you are not alone

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GUYS IM WRITING THE NEXT CHAPTER

ITS A BIG BOY

AND AHHHAHAHAHAHAAAAA

I LOVE ITTT

SO MUCH

SO MUCH IS HAPPENINGGGGG

i can’t wait for you guys to flip out hehehee

#down with the stockholm #down with the stockholm update #rottmnt #rottmnt fanfic #fanfic #leonardo angst #writer #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #unpause rottmnt

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This Leo Vs Witchtown short I’ve been working on! Post Shredder Leo arc, and how I think the Donnie vs Witchtown episode would happen in the EW verse, since Leo is actually the one that hates magic! This took so long because I’ve not had too much time, but I really wanted to do something fluffy.

Also, sorry for the inactivity lately. My first art market has gone from one, to two, to hopefully figuring out how to turn this once a month thing, into a consistent second source of income! But this does mean almost no time for drawing turtles lately. I don’t want to mark any of my smaller series as abandoned, but updates for anything not EW or Feral Leo related will probably be less of a priority (unless I can knock something out quickly). Even finding the time for those has been slow going. But nothing is abandoned as of yet! Promise! 😜💚

#so precious #i love #hngggg

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today, i turned in the last assignment before graduation. doesn’t feel real. wanted to celebrate by posting a chapter i had ready for a while, but wanted to post at the right time.

for my consumption readers….this is just the beginning…

#my consumption #mc au #rottmnt #rottmnt fanfic #fanfic #angst #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #unpause rottmnt #mikey angst #badass mikey

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Part 1, Seething.

#OHOHOHOOOOOO #SCREEEEE #inspirational art

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First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

#napping :) #that’s a little too accurate

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had a whole day to myself??? got to write dwts without worrying about school work?????

i feel like something bad is about to happen this is sus

#down with the stockholm #down with stockholm update #rottmnt #rottmnt fanfic #fanfic #leonardo angst #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #unpause rottmnt

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CONTENT WARNING: gore/horror I started reading (slowly, because English is not my native language) the first chapters of the fanfiction written by @sugarpasteltmnt "The Neon Void" and I liked it so much that in the end, I had to doodle something…

Original ➜ 👽

#ohohohooo i love this

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Art Commission for @kathaynesart !

Thank you so much for your order!!! 🥹🙏💖

I admit it was fun to draw~~

#WOAHHH #WOWOWOWOW I LOVE

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Some old colored sketches!!!

#ah man these look so good

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not to be insensitive but some of the salem witch trials were so funny bitches like “i saw her at the devils sacrament!!!” girl… what were YOU doing at the devils sacrament 👀

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I wanted a few more panels done, but I just gotta post this update now, or it’s gonna be another week at least.

Mikey to the rescue!

Prev || …

#ohohohoooo #i sensed you would update this today #my slushie senses were tingling

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sorry this took so long school and work consumed my being for a hot minute there. no guarantees for when next chapter will come out.

now go have fun kids~

#down with the stockholm #rottmnt #rottmnt fanfic #fanfic #leonardo angst #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #unpause rottmnt #rottmnt angst #rottmnt au

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IDK HOW I DID IT BUT I DID IT THIS CHAPTER LITERALLY MURDERED ME FOR SOME REASON BUT HEY WHATEVER

next chapter of down with the stockholm shall be posted this saturday ✨

#rottmnt #down with the stockholm #rottmnt fanfic #fanfic #leonardo angst #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #unpause rottmnt #down with the stockholm update