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list of characters that should've been allowed to say fuck:

bibble from barbie fairytopia

#barbie #bibble #barbie fairytopia

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#do it scared!

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ah yes submitted my essay! it's time to anxiety spiral about whether or not I did the essay correctly (I've checked the requirements like 50 times) and make sure it actually submitted on canvas (it did ive also checked multiple times) and then also nearly puke because I'm so anxious about what grade I might get (i usually do well on essays but what if I don't this time what if my professor fucking hates it [professor liked the presentation I did on the same topic])

#academia #finals week #essays #college #is also a paper for a grad class so I feel extra nervous #and its a significant percentage of my grade so that also makes me freak out #finals week makes me want to claw my own throat out or maybe get a lobotomy

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i hate when i send someone a meme in another language and they're like "uhm... translate? 😒" fucker i sent you a meme where 90% of the words have an english cognate and/or you don't need to know what they're saying to find it funny. can you at least TRY

#listen I only know english #I only have some experience with german when it comes to languages but Im not fluent #that being said...the french one took me a second not because its in french but because I didnt get the joke at first

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i hope the anime-only watchers of dunmeshi get why im so completely normal about kabru after episode 17 lmao

🍅 kofi link in bio if you’re feeling generous 🍅

#i appreciate that someone else is talking about laios' hands twitching because i was like wow hes so me #also kabru??? grabbing his hand like that??? KAJFNDTNEJ it would work on me thats all im gonna say #kabru is probably my favorite ngl #he and laios are very different kinds of autistic

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for the blorbo who suggested wlw wangxian, FEAST YOUR EYES

#oh hell yeah #wangxian #yeagh #sorry being a lesbian about this

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every autistic person watching this episode of dungeon meshi:

#no but serious i love laios #so much #we could probably talk for ages and it would be great

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me when I commit yet another faux pas in the middle of a conversation without even realizing it:

#can I just not actually #and I think about it for days #this happens so much when Im genuinely trying to be helpful #autism #neurodivergent #its frustrating because I dont realize Ive misstepped until the other person or people react to what Ive said #accidentally interrupting someone for instance #like I really try not to #its just you and me autism #relatable or not??? #pain....

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Jeremy and Jean are living inside my head and I don't care that they don't pay rent (working on some redesigns for these two)

#....the blue shirt.....thank you op #jean bisexual panic #jeremys brain is just the windows shut down sound #aftg #all for the game

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this grave keeper edible aint shit

#weed (necromantic) #haunted weed #weed that makes you spookily appear out of the fog

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me, staring out the window sadly, like a person awaiting their long lost lover: when will the fanfic I'm obsessed with get updated

#fanfiction #archive of our own #it's been 84 years (like four days) #sue me #its slow burn as well so every chapter is like a teensy step forward #thank you fanfic writers for your service #gods bravest soldiers fr #manifesting that it updates tomorrow so that I can fully enjoy it without being stressed about the paper I need to write

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that was Not sunshine fuck you

#this made me laugh out loud #like actually cackle

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"guilty as charged!" I say, which then triggers an excessively long magical girlesque transformation sequence but at the end I'm jusy wearing an orange jumpsuit and holding a mugshot sign

#what is this about? who knows #this idea is just really funny to me for some reason

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I think the whole thing about Jean's sexual abuse in the ravens and essentially his desires being used as a punishment is really interesting when used as a point of comparison between him and Neil. Like neither Jean or Neil were allowed control over their own desires for a long time. Jean had it used against him as a form of control, while Neil's mother literally tried to beat his interest out of him. anyways I just enjoy the growing numbers of parallels between these two

#jean moreau #jean yves moreau #neil josten #aftg #the sunshine court #the sunshine court spoilers #sunshine court spoilers #tsc spoilers

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jean being self-satisfied about jeremy being attracted to him is both funny and sad primarily because it seems like the first time anyone he's attracted to has genuinely returned his attraction without some sort of ulterior motive, and without him being forced into anything. it's also funny because after jean realizes that Jeremy is interested in men, and obviously looking at him without actually attempting to do anything about it (respecting Jean's boundaries) he preens like a bird but if that bird was a) bisexual b) french c) traumatized as hell

#jean moreau #jeremy knox #jerejean #also if jean ever feels ready for a relationship with jeremy i think he will have to make the first move. jeremy seems oblivious #but probably less because hes actually ontuse #and more because he wouldnt even think jean was interested in anything after everything he went through #sunshine court spoilers #the sunshine court spoilers #tsc spoilers #jean the bitchy bitchy man you are #literally would be overtly flirting with jeremy and the man would assume jean didnt mean it that way #jeremy like “wow! Jean wears the blue shirt more now. he must really like it” #NO DUMMY HE KNOWS YOU DO #sorry i just found that interaction really funny and also very telling about jean

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so like does Jeremy have a thing for the color blue or am I reading too much into two small very minor part of tsc

#aftg #the sunshine court #i think it would be funny if jeremy is constantly surrounded by gold and red but hes like “yeah my favorite color is blue” #im basing this entirely off of him wearing blue shorts and being enamoured with that one blue shirt #if there is a jerejean kiss scene in the next book im predicting both the chin touch thing and that shirt will be involved somehow #the sunshine court spoilers #sunshine court spoilers #jeremy knox #jean moreau #jean yves moreau #if im right when sc2 comes out im going to be SO annoying #maybe its just jean in blue not tbe color itself