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idk why I’m having this brain rot rn while reading Avicenna but they’re so gay? he doesn’t know it yet but he’s down bad for that specs dude… they could have had a friends to lovers he fell first he fell harder and down so bad arc

the heteronormativity will lead to the end of romance one day

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my desi rapunzel designs (cuz she is) ☀️☀️

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Academic victims pls remember to eat your dry fruits, fruits, vegetables, drink water and get a decent amount of sleep.

Post Eid academia is killing me

#desiblr #desi tumblr #desi stuff #university student #chaotic academic aesthetic #academic weapon #academic validation #academic victim #desi academia

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If this gets one thousand notes i ask my mom to help me measure myself for a binder

Three thousand notes and ill go to my rheumatologist and ask about mobility aids

No rules go wild yall (although i prefer spam reblogs over spam comments because they take up less space in my notifs page)

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LOOK WHAT MY BOYFRIEND JUST SENT ME on A SATURDAY AFTERNOON

I did not know desi men were capable of pulling all this tbh and I am so pleasantly surprised so if you’re someone stuck in a situationship with a person you think it will work out with… please take that chance.

#desiblr #desi tumblr #desi stuff #desi student #desi aesthetics #desi #desi tag #romance #Cutu toh mera bf hai

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Okay babies. I read Kill Your Darlings

I am done with it and here’s my two cents on it because I genuinely am just containing a lot of what I feel these days

And please expect explicit spoilers so beware I guess

Hi

Okay hi.

First of all… the ending when Regulus just sits and he’s in therapy oh god. It does things to me. It reminds me sm of when I started going to therapy and how helpless I felt but I knew my therapist would be the one person to help me out of this “helplessness”. (It’s a different story I later ghosted that one because she said I have a habit of running away which is not wrong or a lie but what can I say… confrontation and I don’t go along well)

The whole ED thing where Reg feels like food feels GREASY oh god it’s so relatable. I am aversive to certain foods especially the ones with carbs because idk I just am and ik it’s not healthy and I’m working on it but just knowing it’s not just me who’s built like this helped me a little

I think a big part of me did not expect a happy ending (surprise, surprise). In my defence look at who wrote it?! Anyways. It was a super interesting read and if you haven’t yet, PLEASE READ IT!

Barty giving up Hockey healed me. I had a similar story to his (I gave up Medicine to read Philosophy,) and I get where he’s coming from 😭 really hope he gets what he wants *cough* EVAN *cough*

#marauders #james potter #the marauders era #dead gay wizards #regulus black #evan rosier #barty crouch junior #barty crouch jr #kill your darlings

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au where famous singer song writer james potter goes with his band mate sirius to see his brother dance in the new york city ballet. immediately entranced by his dancing, james begs his friend’s brother, one regulus black, to dance in their music video. although regulus haughtily informs him he is “classically trained in ballet technique, potter, not just any common commercial dancer” james is determined to get the boy to dance for him again. all while he’s trying to get regulus to be in the video, he works on writing the perfect song for him to dance to. spending time wearing regulus down, they start to really get to know one another, and the songs start to turn into more of a soundtrack for their budding friendship. they start to get deeper and more heartfelt as james tries to make music that encapsulates regulus as a person rather than just something he can dance to. they start to sound like love songs. when regulus finally gives in to james’s relentless requesting and agrees to dance in the video, james plays him the final song. regulus begins to improv just to see how the song feels to move to. as he absorbs the words and translates them into movement, he realizes every sound and feeling and gesture is saying the same thing. i love you. maybe james was the one who wrote it, but regulus is the one saying it with his whole body. and he realizes he means it. before the song has even ended, regulus stops dancing and walks over to james. sitting wide eyed watching. just as entranced as the first time. and when regulus takes his face in his hands and pulls him up to kiss him, he swears his whole world shakes. like the beat of music or move of a dancer. like the two of them were meant to be just like this.

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i love reading metaphysics and old white men first thing in the morning.

(i hate metaphysics, i am an epistemology (demi) girl through and through)

#desiblr #desi stuff #desi tumblr #philosophy #academic weapon #desi academia #chaotic academia

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desi sapphics <333

there is a sapphic couple in front of me canoodling each other and i sit behind them sending them all the love and blessings through brainwaves becus i dont want to disturb them and point out how beautiful the two of them are together and individually and how cute it is to spot desi sapphic couples being couples in our city

<3

#desi sapphic #sapphic #desi love #desi #desiblr #desi tag #desi academia #becus they are sitting outside my uni #pls if youre sapphic i luv u #desi tumblr #desi stuff

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Thank you for the tag bb!! This is v random but let me try;

- Regulus Black from Just Lovers. Recently one of my irl friends read the book and they told me it was almost as if they could hear my voice saying all of that lmao.

- Nico from Percy Jackson and the Olympians… this is something I feel I have internalized because my love for Nico knows no bound.

- Max from Two Broke Girls… no explanations needed I guess… I’m just an emotionally constipated human

- my boyfriend says I sound like Christina Yang from the Grey’s Anatomy when I’m pissed so must include that.

- personally, I think I sound a lot like Kat from 10 things I hate about you

not tagging anyone, if who’s up for it pls feel free to join!! ♥️

okayy shit i have officially lost me mind

Tell me which character from media do you think you sound like

no pressure obviously but i really wanna know @whysosiriushuh @fandom-trash-goblin @guhmshuda

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Honestly need more of Evan who’s a beach baby. just loves lounging about by the ocean you can’t get him inside the house when he is back home for summer. Also see my sunshine boy as someone who comes from a small village in Europe. To summarise my scrambled thoughts the Rosiers lead the Mamma Mia life but they’re rich and probably royalty.

#evan rosier #rosier #slytherin skittles #the marauderse #the marauders era #marauders era

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I have just seen this and it is already one of my most favourite fanarts ever I will cherish it forever

Happy Birthday to one of the man I love the most ♡♡♡

My light my love ♡

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I’m trying to pretend I did not see it coming

oh girl this was so .. expected? yet unexpected. LMFAO

#regulus black is my baby kitten and i will fight his demons

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Happy birthday to James PotteR

Rip JFP, you would’ve loved sharing this day with me 👀

#james potter loml #James potter #james fleamont potter #james potter is my love #James the sun potter #james f potter

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regulus is scared that he will never be someone's first choice so he tries to pretend he doesn't care about any one .but I think james. james who loves everybody too much but maybe not enough. James who doesn't stop loving anybody. james who feel guilty for being mad about something so stupid. james who thinks maybe I am made only to let people know they are loved.

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BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

😭😭♥️

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thankYOU FOR THE TAG cutie @whimsicalfaeries

1. Sadqay by Aashir Wajahat, NAYEL and Nehaal

2. O Meri Laila by Joi Barua (such a cute version I love it)

3. Shelter by FINNEAS

4. 25 by oceanfromtheblue

5. Lauren by men I trust

6. she likes spring, I prefer winter by slchld

7. 26 by Paramore

8. The First Love by Minseo

9. She will be loved by Maroon 5

10. Kaisi Jagah by Deepali Sathe and Jeet Ganguli

Shuffle your on repeat playlist and list the first 10 songs that play, then tag 10 people.

Thank you for the tag @redwidow616! 💚

ocean eyes by Billie Eilish.

Radio by Lana Del Rey.

Bloody Mary by Lady Gaga.

Nevermind by Dennis Lloyd (no clue what this is doing in this list, I've listened to it like two times)

Video Games by Lana Del Rey.

Good Looking by Suki Waterhouse.

Malibu by Miley Cyrus.

Mary On A Cross by Ghost.

Say Yes To Heaven by Lana Del Rey.

Is It Over Now? by Taylor Swift.

No pressure tagging @aintinacage, @accidental-spice, @child-of-the-tardis256, @maybeimart, @eowima, @brekker-by-brekkerr, @samanthaswishes, @daisyssousa, @daily-dose-of-dousy and @daisy-mooon!