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happysongturtle · 7 days

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Ever get to a point in your life where nothing is going right and everything hurts and you just sit there and think.....

Yep, I deserve this.

#sadgirl #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #thoughts #sad again #im sad and tired #depression sucks #depressing shit #always sad #sad thoughts

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happysongturtle · 27 days

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I feel like a burden again tonight.

My dog sheds. I'm sorry.

But she's the only thing keeping me alive.

So I'm sorry there's fur on your clothes.

But if she goes, I die.

It's that simple.

#sadgirl #sorry for being depressing #thoughts #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #sad again #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tired #unalive

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happysongturtle · 1 month

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Still here.

Still don't wanna be here.

But existing

Here's a pic of dinner.

It was yummy

#sadgirl #sorry for being depressing #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #sad again #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tired

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happysongturtle · 2 months

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The question was.... what's your relationship status. Saving it here because I need the reminder. "He loves me in his own way, just because it's not what I'm used to doesn't mean that he doesn't love me"

#love #i love him #he needs more love #thoughts #he is so cute #he is so silly #good guys #older guys

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happysongturtle · 3 months

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When your bf says....

"My sister invited ME to lunch" and I don't wake up in time to go with you?

Don't ask why. You know why. I clearly wasn't invited. Or I was, and your wording has made me feel inadequate, yet again.

Thanks, babe... you and your family really have a way of making a girl want to go back home...

#sadgirl #sorry for being depressing #thoughts #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #sad again #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts

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happysongturtle · 3 months

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I feel this to my core.

#sadgirl #sorry for being depressing #thoughts #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #sad again #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tired

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happysongturtle · 4 months

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Tonight he said

"If you weren't here, I don't think I'd have made it through this year."

🥹

#tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #unalive #what he said #hes sad #sorry for being depressing #depression sucks

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happysongturtle · 4 months

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Another day over. I'm not sick or dying so I guess I'll be unlucky enough to wake up later. Shit.

#sadgirl #sorry for being depressing #thoughts #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #sad again #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tired #unalive

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happysongturtle · 4 months

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Had a really bad anxiety attack last night and instead of just letting me be and being there for me.... my bf decided it best to say "I'm literally handing you the fix for this and you're not wanting it. What kind of person doesn't want to fix the issue on the spot"

Let's see... the one paralyzed and crying in front of your face?! Maybe hug me next time. I know he means well, but he doesn't even TRY to understand anxiety. Just tries to fix me.

Sometimes, we don't want a fix. We just need you to be there. Say it's gonna be ok. Breathe it out with us. Not CRITICIZE me for being PARALYZED and not able to fix the issue that SECOND. 😥🥺

#sadgirl #sorry for being depressing #thoughts #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #sad again #sad thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #tired

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happysongturtle · 4 months

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My sadness is my own. No one else deserves to experience it. Sooooo

My new thing is to post something kind on Whisper before I go to bed.

Tonight, I'm sending positive vibes to those going back to the gym for New Year.

If even one person holds on to my words, I've won.