hella1975

[hella1975]

i miss you

i didn’t die 👍🏼

#still here pooks! pls elaborate! #ask

[hella1975]

my dramatic ass pacing circles in the kitchen like im never writing anything ever again bc nothing feels great anymore it just feels good and apparently i will not apply myself even to my most longterm and beloved passion if i can't feel prodigious at it. fym ur gonna stop trying altogether ur also gonna get ur period in the next few days but im sure there's no correlation

#trying to write and rereading it like the pacing is off the characterisation is stale the dialogue is blocky #and i can't get the concept down the way i want so im perpetually stuck in that 'on the tip of your tongue' feeling #and i cant read things to pass the time not even fics bc im too busy psychoanalysing every single sentence #trying to find some hidden thing that makes this writing better than mine how can this writer get it when i just cant what's wrong with me #and it's all so GODDAMN FRUSTRATING. but aside that im being really calm about it <3 #i can't remember the last time i wrote something and felt genuinely proud of it. i always get very intense long periods of writer's block #and i know i'll come out the other end bc i'll find a new obsession and write 20k words of my best work in one night #and feel like i snorted three lines off a toilet seat in berghain. but also What If This Time Im Just Broken #hi im a girl in my twenties who never learnt from my own behaviour!

[hella1975]

Sigma Zuko rizz Sokka skibidi gyatt

#I HAVE A WIFE AND KIDS LEAVE ME ALONE #ask

[hella1975]

Another Natsuo Todoroki enjoyer??? :D

BELIEVE IT 💞

#natsuo todoroki TRUTHER ☝🏼 king get behind me! *he is comically larger than me i am instantly dwarfed* #ask #natsuo todoroki

[hella1975]

I’ve got a war in my mind so i just Blog

#IM TIRED OF FEELING LIKE IM FUCKING CRAZYYYY

[hella1975]

we all got that one mutual that we’re lowkey studying

[hella1975]

#the fact this was about hawks mha is even more diabolical. watched rori die in the gc today

[hella1975]

#murder suicide

[hella1975]

youre an olympic level hater. i respect it.

they asked me to represent my country in the sport of hating i said no. i hate my country

[hella1975]

Maatui noun; 'mātu', homeland 1. you are in the earth of me

how fitting that the first brother should be the first death in eden.

@tbos-main 🙏🙏😃😃

photos all sourced from pinterest, quote from this post here

#this is fine. this is so fuckign fine #words

[hella1975]

Todobros. The hoodies were a present from Natsuo.

#🫠🫠🫠 #todofam #touya todoroki #shouto todoroki #mha

[hella1975]

Meme redraw

#i think they did it but i just can’t prove it… #mha #dabihawks

[hella1975]

They’re practicing

#autism squared #mha #atla #zuko #shouto todoroki

[hella1975]

Hellstie wtf is tsp

gripping the table nails digging in the wood blood everywhere. im so glad u asked :)

the second perspective is a bsd fic for both skk and sskk (both with about equal screentime for anyone with favourites) and it’s an insanely well-written murder mystery by @wildflowerteas. like genuinely @tallysescape has an actual physical conspiracy wall and @rotisseries has made a map of all the relevant locations. it updates every sunday and finally I’ve caught up so we all go insane about it on a gc bc like I said ITS SO INSANELY WELL WRITTEN AND THE TWISTS ARE INSANE THE PACING IS INSANE THE CHARACTERISATION IS INSANE I GENUINELY CANNOT FAULT THIS FIC WHICH IS CRAZY TO SAY OF ANY FIC BUT IN THE BSD FANDOM IS DOWNRIGHT REVOLUTIONARY

#like chuuya is so beloved to me and horrible thing to admit but so is dazai like as individual characters #their characterisation is very important to me and then their dynamic with that in mind and skk as a ship drives me insaneeeee #but the fandom notoriously butchers their characters and their relationship to the point I fully swore off bsd fic #bc all it would do is piss me off like I got zero enjoyment from it #SO FOR ME TO BE SAYING AND FEELING ALL THIS FOR TSP IS CRAZYYYYYY #anyone in the bsd fandom who sees this READ THIS FIC. SERIOUSLY #AND THEN TELL ME ABOUT IT. IM LOSING MY MIND #ask #bsd #soukoku #shin soukoku #fic rec

[hella1975]

tsp is taking lives. if I'm dead soon you know who to blame

#THE. AND THE. AND WHEN HE. YOU PEOPLE HAVENT KNOWN SUFFERING LIKE WE HAVE

[hella1975]

the way the point of ttpd constantly goes over your heads is baffling the point is don’t date british men

#haven’t listened to it do not intend to but amen

[hella1975]

a critical part of dog coded characters that often goes unrecognized on this website is the praise kink i truly believe

#excellent post about NATHAIRAN OF KROI