hellofanimagination

[hellofanimagination]

hi !! how are you ? i recently found your acc and i love it sm !! i was wondering since you write for fob what are your thoughts on the american suitehearts mv ?

yk w pete as sandman and patrick and dr. benzedrine ? :))

Hi ! I'm surviving ya know, doing what i can. Hope you're doing ok!

I actually don't write anymore, I haven't posted a fic here since 2019 I think. the blog is mainly inactive unless people send messages or the occasional personal post. I really really appreciate the messages I still get letting me know my writing is still so well loved though, it means so much to me <3

That would be a fun request idea though, those characters would be interesting to write!

#anonymous #dude look who got mail

[hellofanimagination]

Yeah. I read your tags even though you said we could ignore it.

I’m so sorry you’re feeling so bad. I hope you’re able to get the help you need and deserve. Please take care of yourself, friend x

I'm trying to, with waitlists and everything its just taking awhile. I'm going through a really traumatic life change right now, things are never gonna be the same. Its just gonna take a lot of time to get to a place where i can say I'm ok.

I really appreciate your message tho <3 thank you and I hope you're doing okay and enjoying your spring

#it was nice of you to send me this thank you

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#you can ignore this #god my dash is entirely new mcr stuff and its making me feel like shit #im so disconnected from everything even myself lately so just dont care about mcr mamaking music #i don't care about anything #i dont get enjoyment from anything i used to #and seeing all of this is just reminding me that im fucked up and everthing has changed and ughhh #i feel shitty #im empty idk #not writing #personal

[hellofanimagination]

Mcr dropped new music and I'm too depressed to even care 🤙 but i hope you're all having a good emo time and losing your shit

#not writing

[hellofanimagination]

i read your whole collection of oneshots on ao3 in the span of three days 😭😭

you’re an excellent writer and i thoroughly enjoyed reading your work <3

Thank you so much!! I'm so happy you liked them so much 🥰❤

#so many sweet messages lately 😭😭 ily #dude look who got mail #sweet things #anonymous

[hellofanimagination]

I know you don't use this blog or write anymore but I just wanted to say that I really enjoyed reading through your fics on Ao3. You're a great writer and I hope things are going well for you!

Oh thank you!! I'm glad you liked my fics 🥰

#dude look who got mail #sweet things #anonymous

[hellofanimagination]

i just wanted to let you know that ive been reading through your fics and theyre amazing!!!

Thank you!! I'm glad you're enjoying them!! :D

#you can ignore this #anonymous #dude look who got mail

[hellofanimagination]

This isn't a ask but I wanted to tell you that some of you fics really helped me, they got me out of dark places when my depression hit me too hard. And you never described what the reader looked like so I could actually insert myself into your stories, especially the ones like (hold me). I went to a all girl's school for depression and other mental disorders, it was supposed to be a therapeutic school but it just made everything worse, so once it was lunch I would go back to my room and I'd read one of your mcr stories to cope. You truly helped me cope with a lot of things in my life. I know you may never see this but I just want to say thank you for writing all of these and keeping them up even though your gone. <3

I'm sorry for the late reply!

This message honestly made me tear up<3 Fic helped me cope a lot with my mental health too, it was my escape and it gave me a place where my favorite characters and people showed me that life could get better, that love was real, and it gave me a hiding place from my struggles, fanfic helped me cope a lot for many years. And this is exactly why I did my best to never give the reader much detail, I wanted it to be easy to insert yourself, to make the story personal for everyone who needed it. To know that my writing helped you the way other people's writing helped me makes me happier then I can explain, I wish I could put it into words but it truly brought me to tears. Thank you for sending this message, it means so much to me to hear this, really and truly. It's messages like this that make me miss writing.

I'm sorry to hear about school making things worse for you, I can understand that, school is a struggle for so many but I imagine a school that was meant to help you with your struggles turning out to make them worse must have been a different kind of struggle. Please take care of yourself, somewhere down the line we're all gonna be ok <3

#<3 thank you #take care of yourself and stay safe #sweet things #dude look who got mail #you can ignore this #kittygaga802

[hellofanimagination]

@thewordworrier said: Are you going to keep your fics up?

I had thought about removing the blog but it’s special to me even if it’s not in use anymore, we created a nice community here and I don’t want to delete all that history. So don’t worry, my fics will remain up and I also posted them on A03 for easy reading

#replies

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@kittygaga802 said: first of all I never thought you’d answer me tis such a honor and second I’LL MISS YOUR FICS SO MUCH <3

Haha lucky for you I was already on tumblr ^-^ That’s so sweet!! It really means a lot that so many of you liked my fics so much and will miss them <3

#replies #Sweet Things

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You haven't posted in a long time, so I wanted to know if you're alright?<3

That's very sweet of you to check in but this blog is actually all but abandoned. I don't write requests anymore and I'm not in bandom anymore. I only post on here to answer asks so it tends to go for long periods without posts

#to answer your question im not alright #but i figured this was a better answer since even if it wasn't the worst week of my life the blog would sadly still be dead #thank you for checking in tho thats very sweet <3 #dude look who got mail

[hellofanimagination]

hi this isn't a request, though i have many (your writing is awesome), but simply a sharing of the fun fact that bananas are radioactive. hope you're doing well, xx

Aww I'm glad you like my writing 💕

I didn't know that, that's cool! Bananas are so weird lol

Hope you're doing well too ���

#I'm sorry i don't take requests anymore tho #dude look who got mail #trans-ylvania

[hellofanimagination]

Ooo! I grew up with 1D but listened to FOB, MCR, PATD in my freshman year of high school when I met people with varied taste since win middle school every one listened to Post Malone etc

Epic 🤙🤙

#dude look who got mail #anonymous

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I just love how every generation of women has their boy band you know? Like my aunt's boy band was good Charlotte and my mom had new kids on the block and i have fall out boy and my sister had one direction and idk man i just love that we all had that special boy band

#tag the boy bands of your family lol #boy bands #you can ignore this

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Me: I'm bored I'm gonna get apps to talk to ppl and make friends!

Person messages me on the app

Me: STRANGER DANGER

#I'm too anxious for internet friends that aren't emo nerds on Tumblr lol #its a cute app where you send messages in bottles and ppl find them #oh well #not writing #you can ignore this

[hellofanimagination]

Happiness is stored in the emo music

#I'm listening to my emo playlist again #guys things are better when you listen to fob #you can ignore this

[hellofanimagination]

Ok but quarantine idea: rewrite your first ever fic

#fic #fic idea #I've been thinking of doing this but I'm honestly scared to even read it lol #i know it's bad #you can ignore this