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Im missin' those nights.

Have you ever stayed up late with someone texting or chatting and known as the hours ticked by that you'd be ridiculously tired in the morning but it didn't matter because it was really fun and totally worth losing sleep over just to laugh with someone and enjoy their company maybe and then the next day you keep tiredly recalling how much fun it was while you're falling asleep in class and that makes it not so bad that you're tired anymore.

#thinking #imissedyou #talks

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Trust and let go. Whoever is meant to be there, will still be there.

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Do you ever have those friends you just really fucking appreciate? Like damn I really fucking appreciate you. Thank you for fucking existing. Thanks for fucking finding me worthy of you. I usually words like frick but you just make me go fuck. Fuck fuck thank you.

#truefriendindeed #friends #thankful

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Itlog

Me: tita, how much yung tuyo mo? Tapos pabili na rin ng tatlong itlog.

*abot ng bayad*

Tita: oh ano pa hinihintay mo?

Me: sukli ko.

Tita: ahh. Limang tuyo tapos ilan ulit itlog mo?

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Tatlo.

Tita: Hahahahaha!

#hahaha #itlog #tuyo #rainyweather

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hmmmm i always do this lol 😂

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Moving on

While healing from a breakup, we tend to only remember the good parts. We forget what lead us to the ending. We ignore the fights, arguing, how hard it was, how draining, the ups and down. We think of the good times, what we could have done differently. Our mind plays tricks on us because it's healing, it's trying to shout out the bad, because that's what destroyed us. But, that's not the reality. The reality is, when those memories pop up, I need to remember that you never deserved me and I'm better off and happier without you... because that's the truth. YOU WERE A LIFE LESSON AND MY FUTURE WIFE WILL THANK YOU FOR THAT, BECAUSE THAT SURE AS HELL WON'T BE YOU.

#spilled ink #spilled thoughts #breakup #you broke me #life lessons

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Boys can't understand girls. It's okay we dont understand ourselves either.

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At some point, kahit sino naman pwede ka nilang saktan. Kailan mo lang piliin kung sino ba yung karapat dapat para sa sakit na ibibigay sayo.

hugotpakoya #14

#hugot #oneliner #personal tagalog

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Let me refresh your memory a bit. I was the one who listened to your problems. I was the one who actually cared about you. I was the one who stuck around even when everyone told me to leave. I was the one who stood up for you. I was the one who loved you with all my heart even when you gave me every reason not to. Lastly, I was the only one who was there for you when no one else was.

#spilled ink #spilled thoughts #onesidedstory #imissedyou

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I think the most awful thing about poetry is that, no matter how well you write it, or how much you mean it, or how badly you want it to, it cannot make someone love you back.

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Diwata

Alam ko at alam mo na marami nang nagbago. Hindi na pwede yung mga bagay na nuon ay pwede pa. Yung mga araw at gabing kausap ka ngayon ay isang alaala nalang hanggang pagtanda. Yung weirdo mong pagmumukha kapag badtrip ka sa umaga, namimiss ko na. Yung mala impakto mong tawa, kapag kapag kasama kita, namimiss ko na. Lalo na yung sinasabi nilang late night talks, tang ina nakokornihan ako kapag naririnig ko yun ngayon pero inenjoy ko nung tayo pa ang gumagawa. Hayyy! Donna. Namimiss kitang sobra. Pero bigla ka nalang kasing nawala at umiwas bigla. Siguro ginawa mo na talaga yung sinabi ko sayo nuon na "kung saan ka masaya, duon ka" kaya ngayon nasa piling ka niya.

#onesidedstory #personal tagalog #tulalove

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Sabi ng kapit bahay kanina mawawala daw saglit yung tubig. Saglit lang naman daw. Wala lang, maishare lang, buti pa yun saglit lang. 😂

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Sa tingin ko hindi mawawala yung sakit lalo na kung ibinigay mo na lahat ng kaya mo pero nakita mong mas pinili nya pa rin yung iba.

hugotpakoya #13

#personal #personal tagalog #hugot #oneliner

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Nahhh.

I did everything to forget you, but it's still you.

#spilled thoughts #personal

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Anyone feel me?

My problem is that I fall in love with words, rather than actions. I fall in love with ideas and thoughts, instead of reality.

#spilled thoughts #thinking

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When you care about him and you dont notice other guy as much. Although hindi mo pa rin maiiwasan na mapansin yung ibang guy lalo na kung may dating but kapag in love ka talaga yung iba dumudulas na sa radar mo eh. Its like you're slowly realizing he's often the only guy in the room that matters, and, for some reason, that suits you just fine.

pano mo malalaman kung inlove ka na?

ako naman sagutin niyo. lol pakisagot

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Feeling like shit is becoming a daily thing now.