hydeandsneak

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my existence used to feel a bit off

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just a little to the left

.

now it's alright

.

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still here, somehow /

thank god /

I tried to fuck it up /

god damn it /

never did take though /

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i hate public bathrooms for all the obvious reasons but also because one time somebody in the next stall silently reached under and untied my shoe

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what did the first person to do a backflip do that for

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I might be damned

but not until I die

And God does it feel good

to finally be alive

#spilled ink #poetry #p

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you wouldn't believe how much I've grown

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Dogged

I’m exhausted. I’ve been running, sweating, screaming, And I’m exhausted. Blood pours out of my mouth, My ears, my eyes. I’m senseless. Can’t taste anything. I’m deaf. I’m blind. Why did I do that. That was a wildcat, like a fucking tiger. I’m still running. I can’t stop running. I’m a fool for trying what can’t be done. I trip and fall over a twig. More like a whole tree trunk. The leaves offer no padding. I’ve got to run. Why, oh why. I’m so tired. I look behind me. Oh God, help. The thing is still chasing me. I’ve got to run and I can’t get up and I’m bleeding and tired and my God, why–

It’s upon me. 

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me: is fine being single, understands i am still capable of love, is in no rush, doesn’t like relationships that much

stupid brain:

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On this day one year ago I

Checked myself into a mental institute

It was voluntary--I had no other option.

I went to breakfast with my family

And left them digesting eggs and toast and regret.

I forgot to tell you, it was my birthday.

Well, today has been better. I

Didn't want to die as much as usual

And anyway, I still got out of bed.

I smoked with coffee and my brother

And now I am doing a little bit better.

There is no ending for this story. I

Wish I could close it with a bow so illustrious

But I have stained teeth and dirty palms

There is no glory here.

Still, I woke up today, and that much is a gift.

#spilled ink #hydeandsneak #raw

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I haven’t taken pictures of my face in a while really and I’m like shocked? That’s…me? I forgot

#queen #alonesomes

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Coolest Deaths Action Figure. Only one for sale. Buy it on eBay.

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I have begun to speak louder than the voices in my head

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by bpNichol (+)

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Green Mountain

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