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igotanna · 3 years

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Can I request a Yugyeom with the song just a little bit of your heart by Ariana Grande

It was my pleasure ~

I'm still a fool for you

"Babe I gotta go.."

Your mind -still halfway in the land of dreams- barely picked up those four words Yugyeom whispered directly into your ear along with a soft kiss. You shivered and snuggled up even closer, holding his warm and firm torso beneath you. Not just because you suddenly felt cold, but his statement meant that he had to leave. Again.

He smiled "Now really."

You rolled aside and let him get up from the bed. Your bed. It should be something natural for you by now. To see him leaving.

"Couldn't you say you were in the studio?" you whispered. You were ashamed for even proposing this. You felt dirty enough as it is, yet you couldn't help it. His presence was stronger than the dark background of its circumstances.

He froze on the spot looking back at you, wondering if you were being serious. You never talked about her in front of him before. Not even once.

"She's not stupid." he shook his head. Hiding your face between the sheets you nodded. Of course, she's not.

She's generous even, knowing that her husband has another woman in his life and still not making any fuss about it. But on the other hand, you were not making a fuss either. Patiently waiting till he had time, longing days, and days without calls and messages, treasuring minutes with him as diamonds. And locking every moment spent wih Yugyeom as a precious gem into your box of memories.

"Thank you." his fingers slowly caressed your naked back. He was always so gentle when leaving. It made you believe it was just as hard for him too. Even if it was your wishful thinking, you kept being a fool for him.

"Why are you always thanking me?" you mumbled, one eye opened to see his reaction.

Obviously captured by your gaze he bent down, his nose a mere inch away from yours, hand in your hair.

"Because I'm always grateful for every minute with you."

Stunned by his straightforwardness you gasped "But you still love your wife."

Regret immediately washed over you as soon as this sentence left your lips. You were never this bold, this impertinent. Maybe him being this sincere to you made you become bolder and daring too. Getting the best out of the situation if you will.

He closed his eyes and ushed no word. Painful silence.

Of course, he remained quiet, he always did. He didn't want to admit it. But you knew the answer all along.

He loved his wife. And he loved other women he had.

You knew his heart was big enough for everyone. He did not divide his love and gave each lover a part, no, he gave his everything to each one of them. Right now, you were the lucky one receiving said love. And beyond grateful.

"It would be wonderful to love you the way you want. The way you deserve." he sighed with real grief in his voice.

You cut him off "I know I'm not your only one. But just a little bit... is enough for me."

He pressed his lips against yours. The last kiss had a bittersweet aftertaste of your tears.

#got7 #got7 yugyeom #yugyeom x y/n #yugyeom x reader #yugyeom x you #got7 fanfic #kim yugyeom #yugyeom imagines #got7 fluff #yugyeom fluff #got7 angst #yugyeom angst #ask

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igotanna · 3 years

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Hello! The Chinese element chart is so interesting! Can I request one? What information do you need? ❤️

Hii ~ all I need is your date of birth and hour of birth (if you know it haha) 😊 you can send it through dm or ask/request I'll keep an eye on that 😄

update:

I've got your chart made @summerangel96 :

As you can see your chart is nicely balanced, all your elements are covered. It means only good for your health and state of mind.

I suggest you to read some of my old readings bc I explain there what each element means.

What is interesting about your chart is that your fire and water are covered the same, which means you've got more space to work on strengths and be susceptible to its weaknesses. Funny enough, water and fire are complete opposites so it might be a struggle to curb those.

As far as I know ppl with opposite elements covered are usually this or that. They can be both - blow hot, blow cold in a sec. And they can blame themselves for being "not balanced", in your case the contrast between fire's emotions, empathy and water's rational and firm attitude is a big struggle. You must be confused sometimes. You are able to be the adult and indipendent and the next day you can be the emotional and fearless teen again. Mix of water and fire is anyhow passion. When you're angry you don't take hostages. When you love, you do so without conditions. Once you dedicate yourself to smt or smb you do it fully. And when you decide it's not worth your attention od effort you remain unbothered.

But as I said the chart is still quite balanced so I think you can restrain weaknesses of fire and water by finding your haromised self. You have it in you. Your laid-back earth will show you how to step back. Your organised metal will tell you what to do when you're overwhelmed. And your free-spirit wood will tell you to run and find something else to do and see.

Talking about physical conditions there is no real danger. Nothing's overcovered or uncovered. Just pay attention to your mind vs heart troubles. Depression and burnout syndrome can be a real deal if you don't find your inner balance.

#ask #traditional chinese medicine #chart

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igotanna · 3 years

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he's so fiiiine

Jinyoung | BOSS x Russell Athletic - Esquire

#but you haven't heard it from me

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igotanna · 3 years

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what's your problem mr park??

Q. which one is your favorite among BOSS X Russell Athletic collection? The pink hoodie. Just because I like color pink.

#why would anyone-#let me breathe will ya #he just wants to see me whinging

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igotanna · 3 years

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omg why the concepts fit those two so much😂😂😂

Youngjae’s sitcom premiers June 18.

Jinyoung’s drama premiers July 3.

I love having something to look forward to but I hate the waiting😩

#i mean c'mon #yj in funny witty comedy sitcom #jy in the dark crimi drama #what could be more accurate #lol

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igotanna · 3 years

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👌👌

GOT7 AS PICTURES OF BAMBAM

I saw another account doing this but but in jaebums version .So i thought it would be fun if there was a bambam version.(also im having a little bambam faze). Enjoy .THERES NO EXPLANATION FOR THE PICS . THESE PICTURES JUST REMIND ME OF A CERTAIN MEMBER.

lm Jaebum

Mark Tuan

Jackson Wang

Park Jinyoung

Choi Youngjae

Bambam (Kunpimook Bhuwakul)

Kim Yugyeom

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igotanna · 3 years

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who is your got7 bias anyway??

somebody has parked me -yes

#he would've smacked me for that stupid joke #and I would enjoy it

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igotanna · 3 years

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SWITCH IT UP IS NOW OUT ON ALL STREAMING PLATFORMS!!!

YOUTUBE (LIVE CLIP)

SPOTIFY

APPLE MUSIC

AMAZON MUSIC

NAPSTER

TIDAL

DEEZER

GENIE

MELON

BUGS

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igotanna · 3 years

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GOT7 as months aesthetic

~ moodboards are mine ~

Mark - January

getting ready

celebrating

hopes for the new year

promises

exercising

electro music

party hard

white

chilly

liquors

running nose

the orange light of street lamps on the snow

the body telling you to stay relaxed, to sleep and your mind being like WHOOOOAAA NEW YEAR EVERYTHING'S GONNA CHANGE LET'S GOO

JB - September

still warm evenings

running down the residual energy

foggy and chilly mornings

first freeze

trying to do more things at once bc you know you're loosing the energy to do them

wine

autumn depression

R&B

sunsets

unpredictability

last minute holiday

appreciating little things, seeing art everywhere

trying to feel everything fully and to the last drop

scarlet red

Jackson - July

boii the summer heat

never ending day

everything smoothly continues till the night

everybody does smth

active days

storms and thunders

sweet cocktails

pop and nothing else than pop, mainstream songs you hear in the radio

suffocating

laugh

orange

sunrise

Jinyoung - November

those walks at foggy parks

cosy café

lust

order

studying and reading and kinda enjoying the hard work

going to bed early

moody

coffee

solitude

jazz

tiredness

grey

overthinking

Youngjae - December

warm blanket

fluffy socks

looking forward to smth

waiting

waking up late

the feeling of getting up to still dark morning

playful music

fun in the snow

turqouise

cocoa

seeing near end, a light at the end of the tunnel

preferring cuddles

sleepy

Bambam - May

biggest boost of life energy

top speed

awakening of the winter blues

colours man

flowers and blossoms

sex appeal

indie music

smile

juice

sudden waves of energy and zest of life

pink

skirts and shorts

sunglasses

seeing everything as an oportuinty

Yugyeom - April

the beginning of new energy, but not developed yet

first sun raves

the .fresh. air

yellow

heavy rain

dancing

green tea

taking risks

feeling need for new things and new impulses

impatience (the summer is almost here but not yet)

anger

closing eyes with soft smile and letting the sun fondle your skin

car ride

trips

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igotanna · 3 years

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noboody is even deserving to look at these two

power couple

#especially me #what the fuuuuck #arrest them somebody please

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igotanna · 3 years

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괜찮아, babe - it's okay

Summary: Jinyoung always knows what words to use. You're feeling stressed, nervous, facing smth big and doubting if you can make it.

Genre: drabble, fluff, angst

Pairing: jinyoung x you

A/N: Gif is mine, 괜찮아 (geaenchanha) dedicated to @jeongjaehyum bc I can't express myself enough other way -- I support you girl, anytime. Always. ❤

The car travelled down the road like stream of a river. Smoothly, quickly and without any passenger noticing it.

You were sitting in the back, palms pressing together. Mood inside completely reflected yours. Cold metal aftertaste of nervousness bore you all down like an iron fist, pushing itself on the roof of the car. Like if it kept shrinking and the walls got closer and closer.

Your own nails left red prints on your skin. You heard as the front seat passenger turned to face you.

His black hair was covering his forhead, his beautiful forhead. Under given circumstances you didn't even make any remark for that matter. Normally you'd tell him to stop combing his hair like some stupid movie star. But this time you had no desire in saying anything- your stomach was squirming, moving from side to side and you couldn't say whether you're gonna throw up in a minute or not. Clearing your throat a bit you shook your head to pick up your thoughts.

"It's okay." he interrupted your effort. It sounded so different in korean.

Jinyoung knew you like certain phrases better in korean and by this small gesture he showed you how much he wanted you to take his words seriously and how much he remembered your preferences. You knew he's perfect at this - seemingly indifferent and oblivious - he was aware of everything. How to cheer you up, how to make you laugh, how to hype you up.

These were no intentions of his at the moment. He simply wanted to comfort you. Knowing the cliché words or saying "I believe in you" would only make you insecure and more nervous. You didn't need more burden to be put on your back. You wanted to be assured, loved, hugged.

Jinyoung knew all this before you did. He deeply looked in your eyes. He saw you coming up with an objection in your head and stopped you with "I don't care how it's going to end up. Be gentle to yourself."

His words took you by surprise.

"You did everything you could. That's already a success."

Jinyoung was a minimalist. He never used too many words and never expressed himself more than necessary. You knew he's trying his best to say the right thing, as sencere as he could be, not exaggerating. His statement was clear - he will always be there to support you, no matter the circumstances or your achievments.

The words became even more ardent by the fact he'd normally try to make you face everything, to be mature and ambitious. But now his big chocolate eyes were so full of true respect and love your heart fluttered.

This sudden realization snapped you out of the nervousness. He pushed some button in your head and you suddenly knew he's right.

"You already did well." his voice thick, low, convincing. He wasn't asking or waiting for a response. He pointed out a simple fact like if he said that the sky was blue.

Still dumbfounded you only gave in to bow your head down as he reached for the nape of your neck to put a long warm kiss on your forhead.

#got7 scenarios #got7 imagines #park jinyoung #jinyoung x reader #jinyoung x y/n #jinyoung x you #got7 fanfic #jinyoung comforting #jinyoung fluff #got7 fluff #got7 angst #jinyoung imagine #jinyoung scenarios #jinyoung drabble #got7 drabble

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igotanna · 3 years

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GOT7 reaction - you wanting attention

genre: reader’s POV, reaction

summary: got7’s reaction to their s/o being needy, attention seeker and in general bothering them

warning: /

a/n: gifs are not mine

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Mark

he doesn't ignore you

he just really doesn't give a shit

"y'know being needy is so unattractive just for your info."

continues at his work and barely looks other way

after you start to threaten him with stripping off he just gets up, pushes you to the hallway and locks himself in his room

solved

at the beginning he's soft and giggly

"babe just a minute please..."

takes your hand when you want to make him get up from the chair but looks at you, puppy eyes "i have to finnish this.."

but if it's too much he gets grumpy and serious

"no."

firm and not budging - he doesn't buy the shit once you start to act like a child

"tell me when you're normal again."

Jackson

actually gets mad the easiest

he knows he needs his time and you not respecting that- *sigh*

waves you off like if you're a mosquito

frowns and shakes his head

angry chin appears too

"could you leave me alone?? am working?? hello??"

but right after he finnishes his work he comes to cuddle and to settle things down

"i didn't want to be nasty- just don't be ridiculous next time, please... it's my job to be annoying."

Jinyoung

ignores

he's got phd at this

you really know it's no point to be attention seeker in front of him - he'll pay attention when he wants to - not when you make him

"There goes my good opinion."

judging stares, dissappointed looks

resting bitch face

when it's too much he just leaves

to another city

Youngjae

is the only one who gets genuinely amused

laughs

smiles

finds it cute

and actually plays along

but when he needs his time he just tells you it's not the right moment and repeatedly asks you to leave

always polite

you know when it's enough after his voice becomes sharp and he's just pointing at the door "this way, please."

Bambam

"that's really awkward."

"stop it you're making my pants tight."

"you want to compete who's more annoying? you really don't want to do this trust me."

actually makes you leave by how much he responds to everything

keeps making you laugh - it's you who get's annoyed in the end

makes pictures of you doing all those funny/sexy/ embarrasing stuff

if he's not in the mood for making you leave with laughter he just stops whatever he's doing, looks at you with his most serious face and says "FUCK. OFF."

and smirks

Yugyeom

becomes frowning mess

glowering at you like he's about to finnish you

cracks a lot tho

actually leaves the work if you make him horny enough

but given he's usually very dedicated to what he's doing he just won't admit it and is angrier even more

"could you find something else to bother yourself with? I'm really not worth the effort so please-,"

"leave!!"

tries to negotiate sometimes

but ends up with "look we need to talk-" which makes you stop bc how serious he becomes

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igotanna · 3 years

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Is this a bet??

Summary: Jinyoung takes your words seriously. And he loves proving his point. You should think twice before teasing him again.

Warnings: smut, sort of orgasm denial

Genre: fanfiction, smut

Pairing: reader x park jinyoung

Rating: 18+

A/N: pic is mine

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"Please tell me you didn't just eat that popcorn that fell into your bra..." Jinyoung sighed as he heard you munch again after a long time. He sat in his favorite armchair and didn't bother to look at you. The movie was more interesting.

"Shut up I can’t hear it now."

One would say that after three years of dating and living together, you two would stop bickering. But that was the dynamics of your relationship, and you still kinda enjoyed it this way. But sometimes he got on your nerves with his lecturing.

The movie ended and Jinyoung got up to stretch and to put the dirty dishes in the sink.

"Y'know, it was really goo-"

"It was bullshit." you cut him off.

You scrolled through your phone and didn't really pay attention to him when he came back to look at you with his 'what did you just say?' face.

"Come again?"

"I said it was bullshit. It was absolutely unrealistic during the sex scenes," you explained and sighed like him.

He frowned and sat down, now actually interested to hear your thoughts "What do you mean?"

"I mean c'mon! One could never make woman cum without touching her clit - when they were together for such a short time! You couldn't do that and we’ve known each other for quite some time now!"

You were so serious, and didn't really see the shadow of deep shock that flew over his face. He blinked a few times in disbelief. "Do you really think that?"

Putting the phone down you looked at him "Yes, it's really hard - maybe even physically impossible for a woman to cum completely without touching her clit. It's the most ac-"

"Wait," he stopped you, picking up his words and thinking your statement through "is this a bet?" His eyes pinned at your face.

You had to laugh - this was more of a "scientific" discussion for you and here he was dirty minded as usual thinking you're teasing him.

"I'm just saying,-"

"Is this a bet?" he repeated, voice lower. Now it was you blinking quickly to adjust. When he said it out loud you were even more sure - it is impossible.

"What would be the prize for the winner?" you narrowed eyes suspiciously. You knew he was able to pull your leg all the time.

"Anything." he said deadly serious.

"Anything?"

"Anything. Completely free options. If I don't make you cum without touching your clit you can make me do anything you want. One time. Make me go up on stage and do stand-up comedy, make me say something stupid in front of your mother. Whatever you say."

"And if you do make me cum?"

His expression darkened, a low-key sadistic smile flitting across his face. "Anything as well."

You laughed again, shaking your head "This is too.. too much you. I don't trust you."

"What? Whyy?" he looked at you like a surprised puppy with his big round eyes.

"Because!" you exclaimed and got up, almost shoving him off the couch. He followed you with his eyes and regained confident expression. He already knew you're in.

"Because games like these never end up in my favour!"

"Well, if it won’t end up in your favour now, I don't know when it will!" he laughed and left to take a shower. Jinyoung was well aware to give you some space to consider his proposal after presenting you a new idea or assumption.

While he was showering, you had a moment to consider your options - either way you were going to have some solid sex. And that was all you needed to head to the bathroom and lean on the shower door.

"Alright."

Jinyoung laughed and looked to where he heard your voice "So is this official?"

"Yes." you sighed, almost like he pushed you into doing it. Which he did. In his own way. "It is a bet. If you won't make me cum without touching my clit-"

"But I can be inside." he demanded

"Of course, that's not the point. Apart from touching my clit you can do whateve-"

"Careful with your words," he smirked.

"You can do almost whatever might help you make me cum." you finished strongly.

The water stopped. A muscular torso appeared next to your face and with it Jinyoung's fresh scent combined with the soap.

He looked at you, satisfaction written all over his face and dried his hair like nothing happened. Continuing to your bedroom he put the towel down and raised his voice as if he was looking for you "Are you coming?"

You walked to the room like if you were about to do a job interview, even your stomach was slightly squirming with excitement and partly with nervousness.

Jinyoung was busy adjusting the light and pulling down the curtains.

"So," his voice was low and muted, intimidating.

"I don't know what game are you playing...you simply cannot win this." you laughed and started to unbutton your shirt.

"Ah-," he stopped you before pointing at your hands – you were obviously stealing his job "Don't." his eyes found yours and he tilted his head a bit "But do repeat what you just said. C'mon."

You laughed as he got near you and slowly touched your arm with index finger sending a shiver down your spine "I said you won't make me cum."

"That's it." he whispered to himself.

You felt his body behind you, heard his breath, your hair swinging in its rhythm. By stopping you from undressing yourself he was showing you who’s in charge. You wanted to stay strong, not willing to submit to his methods you knew all too well. Something in Jinyoung’s demeanour changed, he’s going to outperform himself today you were sure of it. He's going to come up with something new, trying out stuff he always wanted to but never did. And most importantly - he’s going to take advantage of this.

His fingers moved inch by inch up to meet the inner elbow and to the hips.

"Say it again." he muttered through gritted teeth, daring you. As if searching for reasons to punish you. His warm hand roughly pushed the shirt fabric aside, forcing its way between the buttons by stealth.

"I said you can't make me cum." you said clearly, but it was undermined by the breathless gasp that escaped your mouth unwillingly. At that very moment, his hand undid the buttons and your shirt landed next to your ankles like snake's skin.

Despite the intensity he barely touched you yet.

His arm rested on your shoulder and with tips of his fingers he drew over your chest up to the collar bone. His face was so close to your ear you heard every breath and even movements of his tongue in his mouth.

The goosebumps raised across your skin excited him so much, but he kept his head clear. He knew exactly what to focus on. Having a mental list of your erogenous zones he needed to use, and saving few new ones to try out. He dug his face in your hair and kissed you below your ear. Your body reacted faster than you wanted. You crumbled into him as if he pushed some button, your knees bending a bit. But he didn't want it to be this fast.

He bit your earlobe in warning.

Surprised by his nip, your hand went up for revenge but his was quicker, smacking yours away like annoying insect.

Sliding his palms down to your panties he slowly pulled down. You felt a sudden gust of coldness as he kneeled down and your back were left unprotected. His heart started to beat faster as your panties revealed your bum. He couldn’t stop himself from pressing his lips on your left butt cheek. It took you by surprise – he never was this gentle. Still only with the tips of his fingers on your sides, he got up. Parting your hair and putting them on one side he uncovered his most favorite part of your body – the nape of your neck.

He pushed you to the bed.

Enough of warming up.

"However bad it's going to be..." his voice was dark, wild and almost aggressive because of the long silence "Rule is- you can't touch your clit either." he said locking eyes with you.

"It's either me making you cum," he continued and leaned on his elbows above you, only inches above your face, "or nothing." you opened your mouth to kiss back, but he pulled away. Pressing lips on your neck and going down, between your breasts, your belly.

You felt yourself getting wett, heat pooling in anticipation.

The thing is - it was usually never this slow - Jinyoung was more of a rough, fierce sex type. He didn't need any time to prep and wasn't really a fan of foreplay. Lube was always there to fix everything.

But now- he was careful, sensual, paying attention to details - dancing with his fingers on the inner side of your knee. You almost forgot this place was so sensitive. He harmonized the feeling with his lips on your thigh, temptingly close to the clit.

Closing your eyes you didn't watch what he's doing - just bathed yourself in the feelings.

He was already almost rock hard, given the sight of you closing your eyes with pleasure. He had to focus on the edge of his limits. It was so tempting to imprison you in his arms, to thrust into you, deeply and fully.

But a bet is a bet, and he had his plan.

You felt like you were ready for him, so much so you unknowingly spread apart more. His hand moved your leg up to rest on his hips, facing you again. Still not opening your eyes, you turned your head a bit to make him space for more neck kisses.

As his hands pulled yours up above your head, his fingers intertwined with yours.

Jinyoung left the best for last – he finally pressed his body fully on you, and inch by inch dived in you. You heard him smirk as he found it amusing how easily he could slide in as you were already so wet and open for him.

He moved slowly. Not just because he knew it’s stimulating, but because he focused on your nipples. He knew you were sensitive, and it helped him on many occasions to make you cum. Kissing, licking and carefully biting them he took you on the edge of pain and pleasure. Your fingers found his hair and you wanted to pull it, to participate somehow. But he was the leader here and immediately put your hands back in place – above your head.

It was all so good.

His breath so close to your neck, the heat from his body. The precision he moved with, how much attention he paid to you. How he held your jaw like he needed it to breathe.

But something was missing, the tension just kept cumulating and piling up, peak nowhere in near sight. You could even feel yourself stretching your arm up, as if to grab the orgasm that was just inches away.

But apparently your other hand headed down again because Jinyoung smacked it angrily "Don't even try it." thrusting in over and over.

"Fuck the bet, I want-"

"Rules!" he hissed as his movements quickened. Placing hand on the concave of your neck and shoulders, he squeezed a bit as a warning.

You bit your lip in frustration and pleasure. He bend down and kissed your jaw, following with his mouth parting yours, being dominant even now. Leaving you only to wait for his next move. Pulse racing, he repeatedly broke the kiss to look at you, to burn this exact picture of you into his mind.

Feeling him inside, holding your hand up, your breasts on his chest... everything felt like a flash of a fire, but the flame didn't appear. You almost fell his heart beating in your own veins.

He was close, so close.

Face next to yours, his lips found the spot below your ear again, biting the earlobe.

Breathing faster you knew it was coming.

Was he right? Can he do that? C'mon just a bit more- it's so close.

But he suddenly stopped moving, head buried in your hair heavily breathing. You tried to keep up with the wave of pleasure that was inside of you, waiting to be released, you tried so hard to slide it on your own. But it was gone. He was gone, leaving you in the water searching for a way out.

As he rolled down from you letting you alone with the helplessness and frustration he propped on one hand and looked at you "You were right." he caught his breath and put away lock of hair from your neck.

"You did it on purpose! You knew I was close!" you cried out loudly, hands rubbing your face.

"Yes." he admitted, glad you revealed the truth.

Looking directly at you like a teacher wanting his answer he asked "Lesson?"

After the minute of silence you gave to spite him, you felt a quick, light smack on your thigh. "Never. Try me out again."

#jinyoung #got7 jinyoung #smut #got7 smut #ff #jinyoung smut #park jinyoung #jinyoung x reader #jinyoung x y/n #jinyoung x you

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