20-01-2017 | Sacrifices
Happy New Year!
To start the year off on my blog, I thought Iâd post something a little different.Â
A new semester has started at university and one of my courses this semester happens to be World Mythology. I guess I have always had this fascination with mythology and all things other worldly, the heroes and the villains, and the monsters and the monster slayers. So when one of our assignments was to write our very own myth, I was as happy as a clam. (I donât even know why a clam is so happy and who decided that every personâs goal in life is to be as happy as a clam, but you get the gist. I was REALLY excited)Â
So here it goes, this is the short story I submitted as my myth! Enjoy!Â
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To the tribe of Kari a boy was born, he had eyes as blue as the ocean and hair as golden as the sun. He was neither short nor tall, not handsome or hideous. On his hands he had 10 fingers, and his feet 10 toes. He had nothing more and nothing less than any other boy in the tribe. His tribe lived amidst the wild animals in the forest and many believed that the Karis were animals themselves, in human form. After the boyâs birth, days turned to nights and months turned into years. When one day on the boys 18th birthday, a rumble was heard. A rumble that shook the earthâs core and snapped the trees in half. The Karis knew that it was time again. Just like it is every 20 years. It was time for the monster to feed, it was time for the sacrifice. The tribe believed in the existence of a beast. One with the six eyes as red as fire and eight arms like an octopus. Stories were told about the cruelty of the beast around the camp fire. The Kariâs used the shadows to tell of a hero, seen in a prophecy, that will move the earth, the waters, the heavens, and the wild. A Hero who will slay the monster, their savior. The beast, Karoon, was believed to live across the river, in the deepest cave in the mountains never to be seen except when it's time to feed. Every 20 years, the tribe would sacrifice five people, in addition to the harvest of that same year. This time, the chosen were two warriors and three of the weakest members of the tribe. They were dragged away and tied to the trees by the river. The same river that acts as a border between them and Karoonâs cave. Amongst the sacrifices, sat a boy, with eyes as blue as the ocean and hair as golden as the sun. His name was Ryder.
 When the sun had set, and the moon was high; The sacrifices shuddered in fear. Although their hearts were filled with bravery and pride, their bodies shook to the core. As the hours passed by, they heard the rumbles getting closer, and with every thunderous roar, Ryderâs fear waivered and his courage set in. His mind would not stop thinking of ways to change the outcome of his story. He thought of a hundred and one ways to escape with his life and all seemed impossible. Where would he run to? What would happen to his tribe, his family? Karoon will find him, it will never stop until it finds him.
 Ryder looked at the others. Next to him sat a man, whom he knew as Wolf. Across from him, three women from the same womb, identical in features and years. Their names were, Meadow, Avon and Sky. They had a solemn look upon their faces, as if they have already accepted their fate and were quite contempt with it. Infact, Wolf, although scared, was glowing with joy at being one of the chosen ones. They were all willing to rejoice in what is to happen to them, except for Ryder. His mind raced with questions that had no answers. He searched his surrounding hoping to find something, anything that will help him escape his fate. To his right, he found nothing but twigs and mud. To his left, he found a small rock, almost buried in the ground.
 The gods are smiling down on me, Ryder thought.
 Tied to the tree behind him, Ryderâs arms rested on either side of him. He bent his knees to reach the rock and clamped it with his feet. He began to kick the rock backwards towards him, and after a struggle his attempts succeeded and he was able to hold the rock and start rubbing it against the rope on his chest.
 âWhat are you doing, brother?â Wolf asked. âAre you rejecting an honor given to you by the tribe?â
âI am rejecting my death and running for my life, if only this rock would work fast enoughâ Answered Ryder, his breath falling heavy.
 âBy this you put the tribe in danger, Karoon will hunt you and the tribe downâ Wolf yelled.
 âI am not willing to die at the hands of the beast, and surely neither are you, brotherâ
 âYou are not a brother of mine, you are a coward, willing to abandon your fate and endanger the Kari, your people.â
 Both their voices were raised high enough, that they did not notice the roars of the beast coming closer.
 âCome with me, Wolf!â he turned to face the women, who were watching him intently, âSisters! This is not your fate, you are to live long. You are to see your children grow and die of old age.â
 Meadow, Avon and Sky looked at each other, contemplating escape or thinking him absurd, he couldnât tell.
 Ryder finally cut loose his ropes and leapt from his place. He looked at Wolf, then turned to look at the women, âis nobody coming with me?â he asked, desperately trying to convince them of a better outcome than death.
 âI believe it might be quite late for that now.â Whispered Wolf, with a look of pure horror on his face, looking beyond Ryder.
 Thatâs when Ryder felt it. A warm, moist breath fell onto the back of his neck that sent shivers down his spine. Then followed a growl so loud that almost deafened the sacrifices. Ryder turned around as slowly as humanly possible to come face to face with the most horrifying being he has ever laid eyes on. Its eyes, six fiery pits of hell. Its arms eight that went in every direction. Its legs were as big as the tribeâs biggest hut. The beastâs body was covered in hair and patches of blood that has hardened over the years. Blood of previous sacrifices.
 Ryder could barely think about what his next move would be before another roar sounded and Karoon was running towards him with full force. He started running, where to, he didnât know but he was running, unable to stop. Karoon was at his tail, knocking down everything in its path.
 âI donât want this! Get me out of here!â screamed Avon. âThis is not honor; this is a wretched death! Help me, Ryder!â
 At this, Ryderâs mind was set. He couldnât just run, because there is not a place to go he would not be found. He could not abandon the other sacrifices because he will never be able to live with it. He could not jeopardize his tribe and his family. With the monster in tow, Ryder tricked the beast to believe that he ran right but he circled back and ran in the opposite direction, back to the sacrifices. He heard Karoon stop running, and then slow footsteps coming back towards them.
 It will not be long till he reaches, he thought. Iâll need to free the strongest first.
 He ran towards the tree and untied the ropes and helped her up. âMeadow, youâll need to free the others from their ropes. Karoon will be here in mere minutes, and I believe itâs about time we got rid of him once and for all. I shall keep him busyâ
 Meadow nodded, and hastily went to free Wolf, then her sisters. To the Kari, Meadow was the strongest warrior, she had fought in battles bigger than this and had killed more people than all the warriors had, combined. Her face was as fierce as her heart and her hair as black as night. Her brown eyes pierced the fear into the strongest of hearts and within her came the strength of the earth.
 Once the last of the five was free, they all stood prepared to fight. Ryder was getting the beast to run in circles to eventually slow him down but there was no use. He was running out of breath and was quickly losing all feeling in his legs. When he saw the others free he yelled âClimb up the trees, the beastâs eyes are low and set to the ground. find something to fight with, and fight from above.â
 Instead of heading towards the trees as Meadow, Avon and Sky did, Wolf ran towards Ryder. The beast had almost caught up to him, when wolf called out from beside him. âYou go! Iâm faster, I can outrun him! I will run a little further and circle back towards the trees.â
 With that Ryder found the nearest boulder and quickly ducked behind it as Karoon kept after Wolf, who ran with the speed of all the wild combined.
 Ryder sprinted back towards the trees and climbed up the nearest one. On his right was Avon, waiting for his command. On his left was sky, terrified but brave. And on the tree across from him was meadow watching him and waiting to know what their next move would be. He started looking around their surroundings, just like with the rock, he was trying to find a weapon or something they could use to slow the beast down. Sky and Avon did the same, to Skyâs left on the ground she saw two spears, almost as old as she is, left by the Karis on one of their previous spearfishing trips. The tribe believed that after a spear kills a fish, it takes in the fishâs soul, resulting in bad luck if ever the spear was used again. Nonetheless she believed that there was no other choice for them but to use them.
 âI see spears on the ground!â She shouted.
 They could all hear the monster running back.
 âI have liana vines, if that would help!â Yelled Avon from the tree across.
 Ryderâs brain raced, thinking and rethinking every single way in which they could work with using the spears and lianas.
 Karoonâs footsteps are louder now.
 âAvon, cut down the lianas and throw one end to me! Sky, how fast do you think you can get the spears off the ground?â Ryder was suddenly made the leader of the task and he was not about to get everybody killed.
 âWhy do you think I was given the name Sky, Ryder? I will have them faster than Wolf can run.â She smirked as she leaped off the tree to where the spears lie. Then, with an effortless and swift jump sheâs back on the tree, even higher than before. She looked back at him, winked and said, âI can jump to the sky.â
 Karoon is mere seconds away now.
 Ryder held on to one end of the liana then threw it to sky, who got a hold of it easily. Sky then threw him the spears, which he threw to Avon on his right.
 âAvon, throw the other end of the liana to Meadow!â he shouted, âbe brave, be strong, because when the beast is right below us, you and I will ride its backâ
 Avon did not have time to process, she was to do what he asked and pray to the gods it works.
 âMeadow, right when the monster is below us, you and Sky are to pull the liana from both ends to slow the beast down and maybe cause his fall.â He ordered and they nodded in understanding. âAll of you, pray to the gods and hold on for dear life. Our people depend on you!â
 As soon as he said those words, Wolf and the beast came into their lines of vision, Wolf was running as though his life depends on it, which it did. But with the strength of the wild running through him, he looked as if he was only taking a stroll by the river.
 Right when the monster was seconds away from being right below them, Ryder yelled âNow!â as loud as his lung and vocals would allow.
 The next few seconds were a blur, everything happened so fast and in wonderful execution. they worked as a band, each doing what they were meant to do, Wolf quickly ducked behind a tree. Sky and Meadow held on to the trees for dear life and pulled both ends of the liana vine as hard as their bodies would allow. While Ryder and Avon were on the back of the beast in no time, holding onto what little of its hair that was not hardened by blood.
 âAvon! When I say so, you have to stick the spears right into the back of its neck! Are you prepared?â the vine did not cause Karoon to fall but it did slow it down enough for them not to drop off.
 âOneâ Ryder Counted.
 Avon felt a force rush through her.
 âTwoâ
 She felt the strength of a thousand fish come through the spear into her body. She waited.
 âThreeâ
 Karoon let out the loudest shriek ever known to man, rose off his hands to his feet, and heaved Avon and Ryder off of him to the ground.
 He fell. The beast, Karoon, fell.
 The five tied the monster up in all the liana vines they could find and dragged it across the forest to the tribe. They walked amongst their people, heroes and saviors. Five and not one. And, from that day onwards, legends were told of the Ryder of the beast and how he moved the Meadow, the Avon, the Sky and the Wolf.
 The earth, the waters, the heavens, and the wild.
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Monday 11-04-2016
Do you procrastinate?
If you just answered that question with a no, youâre lying. Either that or you are very, very, very driven. I never quite understood our need, as human beings, to procrastinate. Animals donât. Tables donât. Also, I have no idea why I just compared humans to tables, but you get my point, right? Good.
The thing that bothers me most is not the act of procrastination itself, itâs that we do it at the most inopportune times. For example, I have a test tomorrow. I am fully aware that I have a test tomorrow; and instead of studying, Iâm writing this. Why, you ask? Because I donât want to study just yet, Iâm prolonging my âfreeâ time just enough to say, âHa! Suck it test. I will not be slave to your failing grades and incomprehensible MCQsâ. But then, when I do actually fail⊠well, you know how that goesâŠ
Thatâs not all though. Itâs gotten so bad to the point that we started to procrastinate our lives and our feelings. For the life of me I do not understand why or even how we do that. Youâre not following? Ok well, have you ever gotten a text that you know if you open, you might get hurt or you might have to get into an argument or deal with something, so you just donât open it for a while? Itâs as if your mind is thinking âOh yeah you know, if I donât open it, it does not existâ but it does. It exists. And whether you open it or not, you will keep thinking about it and you will have to deal with it at one point or another. So why not deal with it right now and get it over with? No. I shall procrastinate, your mind says. Ah, humans. Weâre so infuriating to try and figure out. But I believe thatâs why we are such beautifully horrible creatures. We are so complex and so hard to work out; kind of like a 5,000 piece puzzle, and each piece belongs to a totally different picture, and each picture is on a different planet and each planet has 1,000 different parts and⊠alright I think I lost you.
The whole point of this is that WE. SHOULD. NOT. PROCRASTINATE.
Please.
Do not do it.
You will regret it.
Oh who am I kidding?
Of course you will procrastinate.
Thereâs no way around it.
Well.
Try at least.
Alright?
Cool.
I think I need to go study.
Maybe after one more episode?
Yeah that sounds good.
Ok.
Bye.
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Monday 08-02-2016
-Time-
People talk about time travel like itâs impossible. People laugh and scoff at the idea of being able to go back to a time they thought was forgotten. But today, I time traveled. Itâs funny; because, you see, we all do it. We all play at the margins of time and we all occasionally cross the border that separates the present from the past, we just never pay it enough attention.
Today, I went back in time to when I was a naĂŻve high school student who thought she understood all there is to understand about everything and anything she will ever face. I walked through the hallways of my school, a place that once felt so big and so daunting, and it felt as though it got smaller and less scary. At 15, I just thought the entire world is going to be like it is, or was, in school and I felt like I can conquer anything, and overcome anything, alas, I was mistaken. I now understand that not everything can be fixed, as well as overcome but I also understand that itâs okay. Weâre allowed to be helpless at times and to not be able to fix things weâve broken because thatâs all part of the shebang that is life.
As I looked through all the nooks and crannies that I knew were in that place I once called home, it felt as though time had shifted and that my entire world was turned upside down. My hands began to shake and my heart played the rhythm I thought I forgot. It was absolutely surreal. I had the strongest urge to run my hands on the walls and to feel like that high-school-er once more, to be so careless and to be able to call everything I did an adventure â and oh the adventures I had â
It suddenly hit me like a ton of trucks that Iâve grown up. Iâve come a long way from having to listen to adults telling me how to be, how to act and how to feel. The same lungs Iâve had all my life breathed in the air of the school but for a second it was as though it wasnât me breathing. To say that I have changed would be an understatement; because recalling that 15 year old high school student and who she was, it was as though I was recalling a childhood friend rather than myself, a friend I had not made contact with in years, a friend that I miss very much.
I have changed, absolutely and entirely. But that 15 year old is a part of me, and today I saw her waving goodbye to me from the school gates as I left and I knew right there that she is proud of who I became.
Time is a wonderfully harsh verity.
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Tuesday 15.12.2015
You know whatâs better than watching 3 movies and reading 10 chapters of a book in a single day? Knowing that Iâll have a month to do that very same thing.
 My semester has ended today and a huge weight has been lifted. I feel like I can go anywhere and do anything, but letâs face it; Iâm not going to. Iâm going to lounge in my sweats all day long being lazy, because thatâs 99% of the fun of vacations, isnât it? Knowing that you have nothing to do and no obligations to attend to. But hereâs the thing that got me thinking today. Sometime in the afternoon I chatted with a really good old friend of mine, and we talked about how long itâs been since we last saw each other and how we have so much catching up to do. Eventually, we agreed on hanging out this winter break. Now, my question is: Why do we promise each other hangouts and meet-ups fully knowing that in the end weâre just going to make up an excuse not to go, even though on some level we really want to?
4 years ago I wouldâve been all over going out with friends and spending the entire day with them. But now old friends are just too much pressure to hangout with, I donât quite know what it is. And before you judge me about how horrible I am as a friend, let me ask you this: Donât you do that as well? Donât you sometimes make plans with someone and decide on the day that you just donât want to go. Why do we do that?
A big part of me thinks its fear. Fear of not being the person your friend thinks youâve become, fear of not living up to who you were in the past. But, Fear of change mostly. Because whether you like it or not, that friend youâre meeting has changed, you have changed. Hanging out or meeting up now will not be like hanging out or meeting up 4 years or even 2 years prior. Now youâre older, now perhaps youâre wiser (which is not the case in many people). The way you talk to each other will be different, the way you connect will change, the way you laugh would have a different ring to it, and you fear your world shifting. You will finally have to accept that fact that youâre not 16,17 or 18 anymore and start being an actual adult with actual responsibilities. yikes. This is not true in many cases, but then again in other cases itâs very, very true, whether itâs a friend youâve known since you were in diapers, or itâs someone you got close to a year ago and just faded out of you life over time. Nonetheless, fear of not being a good friend drives you into making plans, and then fear of not being accepted for who you are drives you into canceling those plans. At least thatâs what it is in my case. I donât really have a solution for this problem or even know why Iâm writing about it. Itâs just that it was something that really got me curious about how we, as humans, work and operate. Itâs just something that got me wondering.
 So, if I made plans and canceled on you last minute, I apologize. I will say, though, that it will probably not be the last time. Sorry.
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