iwishiknewyouwantedmeuh

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I’m going to graduate soon and I don’t know what I’m going to do so far. 😭

#mine: text #bpd #college #currently watching #identity crisis #dark academia #exams #movies #actually bpd

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girl are you okay? you’ve been consuming so much media lately that you haven’t allowed yourself to feel one single human emotion for months

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You can write down as many correspondences as you want, memorize entire lists from someone else's blog or book or whatever, but none of it will matter if you do not understand those correspondences. It's so critically important to ask "Why?"

Why is spirit purple? Why is love red? Why is chamomile calm? Why is quartz "all purpose"? Why does cinnamon speed up a spell?

Why, why, why?

What do you actually believe? And why?

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You know the fic is going to be great when 😈

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The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

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will i always be this angry?

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Girl you post like something pretending to be human. Follow

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BPD culture is when your partner/fp doesn't notice when you leave for a bit. When they don't text you to ask where you are. They don't care, they're busy with their friends that are probably way better than me

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Bpd culture is being told "you always blow everything out of proportion"

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you live in a house of god; praying on your knees; and wonder why he never saves you.

on being unloved by god

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this is going to be difficult -> i am capable of doing difficult things -> i have done everything prior to this moment -> this difficulty will soon be proof of capability

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they should invent a yearning for love that is tolerable btw

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