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i am so painfully behind on all my schoolwork so i am forbidding myself from coming online and i will only do my work until the bsd chapter drops. bless 🙏

#sorry give me one moment i just need to ARGEHRBSHRVDHHTRHRHRHRJDJDHSHGSFNGNFMRNRMENdod #BANGING MY HEAD ON THE WALL. WHY DID I PICK THIS LIFE #i need to survive i need to get a job but first i need to make it to the end of the damn semester #FUCK. it is SO over #also i missed like two lessons on accident because i Sleep. im Eepy. and it’s been like three weeks #and ive already failed a quiz. it’s like 2% but still. not a very motivating start to the year #im just gonna. DIE. whatever #i wanna be smart and clever and educated i wish studying was a breeze #i wish im not constantly paralysed and can only do shit when theres a deadline #i shouldve been born as a tiny little mushroom growing in the forest. what the FUCK #ok sorry im done complaining. hashtag study hard kids #😇 jumping off a cliff

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day 2 vogue art

queen koyo

#SHE IS SO BEAUTIFUL GOOD MORNING WORLD #bsd #ozaki kouyou #art

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why do only children's and fantasy books have illustrations. what crime did other readers commit that the industry decided we weren't worthy of lil drawings

#put illustrations in books like how theres art in light novels!!! i beg!!!!!

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Chapter 107 sskk moodboard made exclusively out of the reactions from my activity page. Glad to see everyone has been coping well

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one year later and i still havent stopped drawing these two.

#beloveds… #shin soukoku #bsd #art

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NEW KUNIKIDA SSR!!!!!!!!!!

#the way i collapsed seeing this when i logged in today #im still trying to get the knkdz duality card. and then the chuuya scout. AND NOW THIS #bsd mayoi wants me DEAD #bsd #kunikida doppo

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#pokémon #IT’S MAY!!!

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you know what? imma have fun.

top three/five bsd characters you'd want as tumblr mutuals + top three/five bsd characters you would block after like one minute of scrolling through their blog iuygtfghujikjhgfdxfrtgy

HII COREY <3

mutuals:

1. junichirou. he has the most cryptic blog ever and you can never tell if he’s joking or not. i’d study him

2. higuchi! i just think she’d have a really nice blog. occasionally she posts about the Horrors

3. sigma <3 i just know they have a LOT of pent up rants on there. she’d post about ‘that fucking clown’ and ‘that fucking demon’ so often that they have their own fanbase

4. POE! writers unite. i’d wanna be his friend so he tells me all about his wips. please

5. this is a tough last decision but i’m gonna go with. atsushi. actually he’d be funnier as a video blogger but his tumblr would be cool too. he would also be mutuals with junichirou. they’d be my favourite tumblr duo

would block:

1. dazai. is this even a question. <3

2. ranpo would be mutuals with dazai and they’re both the most condescending blogs alive. i’d cry

3. JOUNO. i feel i dont need to explain this. i’d scroll for five seconds and think “damn this guy is an ass” and block. love him tho mwah

4. nathaniel cause. gestures

5. mark twain. sorry i have no clue why. i just feel like i wouldnt vibe with his blog skdjdjs

#thank u for the ask this is so fun #shoutout to some other blogs id follow: lucy louisa tachihara and bram #corey <3 #asks #bsd

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matching souheki + matching kunichuu. btw

#I LOVE BSD MAYOI #bsd #souheki #kunichuu #kunichuuranzai #<- if u squint #smth smth souheki as the moon and kunichuu as the sun

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A cloudy sky dark golden light plays off now as it always was, so high I can’t help looking down. I tell you that I live resigned to ennui, drawing from my cigarette three different tastes. Death may no longer be so far away. Excerpt from Autumn Poem by Chuuya Nakahara

A very late (second attempt) birthday drawing for one of the characters ever <3

sketch below cut

#RATTLING THE BARS OF MY CAGE. WOAG. #im gonna go. idk. jump into the ocean. what the HELL #this is so great im gonna be sick #bsd #nakahara chuuya #art

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who was gonna tell me the armory had two sides to upgrade AND THAT GIN APPEARS!!! HIGUGIN WINS

#gin standing there casually sharpening their knife while higuchi stares with heart eyes. real and true #bsd #higugin

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nikonathan + rose

neither of them are normal ❤️

Nathaniel can only watch in horror as Nikolai plucks the rose from its vase and tightly curls his hand around the stem. He doesn’t even wince, offering no indication that the thorns have torn into his flesh apart from the blood droplet that falls to the floor. His smile remains plastered on his face and he stares at Nathaniel, unblinking.

“What are you doing?” he asks, though he knows it’s pointless.

“Roses,” Nikolai says, as he returns it to the vase, “are symbolic of love, which is symbolic of attachment, which is symbolic of caging yourself. Have you ever thought about that?”

Nathaniel stares at the blood pooling in Nikolai’s palm. “No, I have not. No sane person thinks the way you do, Nikolai.”

Nikolai throws his head back, cackling. Then, he dances over to Nathaniel and trails a bloody finger down his cheek. Nathaniel’s hands curl into fists at his side, fingernails digging into his skin so he doesn’t reach out on instinct. “You’re finally starting to get it!” Nikolai brings his other hand up to Nathaniel’s face, cupping it.

He grins, maniacal, evil, like the devil himself. Nathaniel hates him.

His fingernails break his own flesh.

“Roses are symbolic of love,” Nikolai whispers, breath warm against Nathaniel’s lips, “but everyone ignores the thorns. Love smells sweet, but it can tear you apart and the petals have always been blood red. Surely you understand that much?”

There is a confession hidden in there, somewhere, Nathaniel thinks.

He admits, “I do.”

#STARING WITH WIDE EYES. WOAUGH… #nikonathan #writing #bsd

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reblog w the song lyrics in your head NOW. either stuck in yr head or what yr listening to

#TAKE BACK ALL MY REGRETS #AND CAMOUFLAGE IT LIKE YOUR SILHOUETTE #TIMEEE IS LIKE MUSIC. PLAY IT TIL THE END THEN RESET! #KNOWWWING IT ALLLL AM I DESTINED TO FALL???? #i love u link click soundtrack. godbless

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kunichuuzai + food? <3

my beloveds.

Kunikida adores his partners, really. He would do anything for them, has done everything for them. His rigid schedule has been burned to ashes by Dazai and their whims. Those ashes have been stomped into the ground by Chuuya and his grand gestures of affection. The ideal woman Kunikida was searching for is a lost memory to the hesitant touches of two scarred men who have to be reminded of their humanity time and time again. But Kunikida isn't complaining. He loves them, and he knows that they both love him, too. The three of them have built a foundation here and Kunikida wouldn't have it any other way. Except-- Except-- "You piece of shit!" There's a cackle, and then a splat, and then a shriek. "Chuuya!" "What?" Chuuya's voice taunts. "You can dish it but can't take it? Typical." It continues this way for about three minutes before Kunikida lets out a frustrated sigh and walks into the kitchen. To say it's a mess is an understatement. To say that Kunikida's partners are childish is generous. "Hey--" Something flies and hits Kunikida in the face. "Oh shit." "Chuuya did it!" "Shut the fuck up!" "Sit down," Kunikida says. Immediately, Chuuya emerges from around the corner. He slumps into a chair at the table, avoiding Kunikida's eyes. Food plasters his body, but the look of shame on his face can't be missed. It almost makes Kunikida smile. Almost. "Osamu, you too." "Kuni, listen--" "Shut the hell up." Dazai purses their lips and sits next to Chuuya, but they look at Kunikida dead on, amused. "I'll be back in forty minutes with dinner. If this isn't cleaned up by then, there will be no cuddles and we will all sleep in separate rooms tonight. Got it?" The threat seems to work, at least. Chuuya looks almost panicked, and even Dazai's mirth drops into something akin to horror. Both of them start to say something at the same time, but Kunikida turns away, only stopping at the door to say, "Time's ticking." Kunikida adores his partners, really, but sometimes he has to leave before he murders them both.

writing thing

#SKDJEJDBEKSJD #skk: we have no fears #kunikida: NO cuddles #skk: …we have one fear #kunichuuzai #bsd #writing

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i'm on an itafushi kick and i am making it everyone else's problem

#BELOVEDS #itafushi #jjk #art

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Tumblr Top Ships Bracket - Round 2 Side 2

This poll is a celebration of fandom and fandom history; we're aware that there are certain issues with many of the listed pairings and sources, but they are a part of that history. Please do not take this as an endorsement, and refrain from harassment.

#skk isnt even my fav bsd ship but they cant lose THIS badly. bsd fandom get your asses up chapter drops tonight

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I love the old timey phrase "you forget yourself". bro that was so impolite like do you even know who you are rn